Random Shoutouts !

#1 Im so into books by Cecilia Ahern. Credits to Alyssa Azmi who present me with PS I Love You that day ! Tks, appreciate alot. I bought the latest series ytdy , Thanks for The Memories. And I swear, I gonna finish it in no time.
#2 Band ; More sight-reading pieces coming right up! In preparation for next year's graduation concert in March.Yes, MARCH! So early laa. There's still SIBF in July(?). Mr Tang, can delay the stand down? Pretty, puh-leash?
#3 IsabelTanMeiJun ; I wanna catch the SYF Presentation Night on 8 July at Esplanade Concert Hall badly! Grant my wish, please? I'll treat you after that. (will that work, though)
#4 Back to the Graduation Concert. Im so looking forward to it as it'll be our first ever public concert. 10 repertoires in all. I love them all. But but but, Im so not looking forward to the stand down ceremony. I'll be all alone playing the "unwelcomed" euph solos plus guidung thru Farid & Shi Min. To the two of you, please .. Im begging you. Pull up your socks and don't take things for granted. Do improve, promise me & Joey. Alright.
#5 School days gonna start afresh in 15 hours' or so? Im really looking forward to see my mates again especially 2E6-ers. We rock, aites? And ohh, not forgetting my sitting partner Edmond! We'll start crapping again, right partner? Muahahahahaha.

Im thinking what are you trying to tell me.
Your actions touched my heart.
But IDK if there's a hidden meaning deep right in there.
I need you to explain.
I need you to clarify.
Just what's all this is about?

Im depressed.

Am I too tolerant or am I too selfish?
Am I too soft-hearted or am I too harsh?
Am I too forgiving or am I too one-sided?
Do I deserve whats going right now or even more/less?
Do I have to bring upon others before myself or the other way round?
Do I have to make decision my life or decision that change others' life?
Should I let it all out or simply keep it deep in my heart?
Should I write it here or talk to someone?
Should I forget about it or simply a revenge?
Will it helps or it's just as good as doing nothing?
Will I have to be the one taking action or the culprit?
Will I gain the reward or regretting it next?

Someone, please text/cal me.
You're really needed at this point of time.

I'll shall blog about my week today (:

Monday, 21 June
Went for the class bbq, as mentioned in the previous post. Yun&WenTWIN came over to my place, as well as Aloysius and Arifeen. The boys called up asking how are we going there cos they aren't sure of the way. LOLS. Ohh well, since they want to join us it gonna be early. We've got to be there around 4-plus cos we've got to collect our orders (food&accessories).
Bus-ed 89 there. Alight and walked. After, went to Carpark A, where the delivery man waited. I'd confessed on their (the boys) behalf; "Yes, we're gay and not gentlemen". Well, this confession was made with regards to the fact that they didn't want to help carry the stuffs. In the end, we the girls carried the heavy, bulky boxes whereas they carried the charcoal and wiremesh ONLY! So ungentlemen, rite? Hmph. Enough on that part.
Another issue is, neither both of them knows how to start the fire. I did it, ouhkeyh? It was a SUCCESSFUL! Started the fire while waiting for the rest. The wind was so strong that I dont even need to fan it. The wind helps to do the job. Heehs (:
Soon after, the rest came and talktalktalk while I do with the bbq-ing! Pity, right. Haih, what to do? Its fated. I guess.
Half an hour later, two gentlemen came by and they became my "assistants". Haahs. Thanks ehk, Amir & Syahmi. We sacrificed our stomach for the rest, okeyh?! Ooopss, except Amir (who's capable of eating half-cooked OTAH & SATAY). Pathetic much? Jyeah. Blahblahblah. Lazy to type it all out. Sorry, peeps. Few hours later, we change "shift" laa. Others took over while we eat. Hungry tao! Aft, helped in the bbq-ing for a moment. Alamak! Not professionals laa you peeps! Right, guys? Wanna know what happened?
1. Fires were out
2. Fire started didnt worked
3. Put charcoal but fire didnt spread
Haiyooooo! Back to work laa ehk. Managed to get the fire to come "ALIVE" and left right after that. Tiring seyh. Psst;Thanks to FarhanaTWIN who got me waterbombs from her class. And jyeah, unexpected bombing took place. And the guys started to get revenge soon after but too bad. It was utterly unsuccessful cos we (myself, Y&Wtwin) were the ones taking care of their valuables (LOL?) They were afraid that their precious stuffs getting soaked. The boys were AMAZINGLY wet whereas us, were MAJOR-LY dry. My aiming wasnt that great but somehow got Owen pathetically wet as well as Arifeen. Also, my sis threw a ICY-COLD waterbomb to Amir (he didnt realised it, though). He was like "Awww.. Cold siaa". -_-
Serves you right laa. Naseb kao. Water bombing continued till there's no more "bombs" to be thrown. Dhen, cleared up the area and packed-up. Some went off while others stay-ed on till 11pm, including myself. Those who stayed ; We played truth or dare & double dare (dare or dare). Crapped and fools out of ourselves. Laugh out loud, the stupid jokes and lame dares.
At 11, Owen's parents fetched the boys; Arif, Amir, Aloy, Syahmi, Chan Kuan (thats all, I tink?) and Y&Wtwin's parents fetch sis & I home. We were the last few girls to leave. So jyeah.

This is what you get when you spin the bottle un-capped. (credits to Arif)

Pic's not clear. But it's all about the water bombing thingy.


Kayy, I missed this part in my post. Jyeah, the pic tells everything.
They mixed it & drank it. I swear the stench was horrible when they opened up the dispenser. Yes, dispenser. They cleared everything and made a drink to their own "preference". It's so EEEWWW.

I'd like to express my sincere thanks to those who turn up that day;
1. Y&Wtwin
2. Myself&Sis
3. Si Yi
4. Tizane
5. Bilian
6. Vivien
7. Sin Yuen
8. Siew Yin
9. Jing Ting
10. Jia Ming
11. Arifeen
12. Amir
13. Aloysius
14. Chan Kuan
15. Syahmi
Erm, thats all I guess? Tell me if theres anymore. To those who didn't turn up, you guys had missed out the loadsssssssssssss of fuuuuunnnnnnnn!

Tuesday, 22 June
Joey, Alicia, Grace, Pauline and I went back to CVPS to help out the band. It was instructed by Mr Tang. One of his friend is an assistant instructor there. So jyeah. They've got a performance coming up. Heard them playing as a whole. It was awesome except the euph & trombone sect. Haishh, waterface drop laa. These two sect were the two best sect in strength & playing. But now (?) Buck up, juniors. Euph, don't always depend on your two SLs, Fadli & Cara. Heyhey, wake up! They're graduating already! Are you saying that there's no hope for euph to progress the moment they graduate and leaves the band?! noNoNO! Euph used to be a great sect, okeyh? And please, sustain it! Seriously, Joey & I were shocked to hear them? Both of us were like "Are they even playing or it's just one person playing?" Kayy, there's how bad they were. Juniors, dont wait for you seniors/alumni to spoon-feed you. Have your own initiative, alright? Left at 1. Dhen went for lunch with Grace & hoooomee!

At 5, headed down to mum's workplace to fetch her, alongwith sis. Mum knocks off at 6.30pm. Aft, went to Cik Simah's place. Cik Simah, Kak Yuli, Sis, Mum & I cab-ed to Mediacorp, Caldecott Broadcast Centre. Whats up? To watch ANUGERAH live! Supporting Hariani Hassan aka Yanie! She my cousin, alright? There were 40 of us. The auditorium was chaotic and atmoshpere was awesome! It's soooooooooo diff. Kae, whatever. Stop it, Sab! Kak Yanie ; ALL THE BEST & GOOD LUCK. MAY YOU STAY INTO THE FINALS, HOPEFULLY BEING CROWNED AS THE NEXT ARTIST. (:
Show ended at 9.30; Abg Eyan drove us home. Otw home, mum received a call. My grandaunt passed away peaced recently that time. My condolences. Mum called dad and informed him. And so, both of them had took take leave for the next day.

Wednesday, 23 June
Woke up at 7.30am. Dressed up. Left for the funeral at 8.30-ish. Cab-ed to Hougang with fam. Met my dad's siblings at the void deck there. Aft, went up. And OMG!! Grandaunt reminds me of my late Grandmother (Dad's mum). They're totally alike. It saddens me but I just cried in the heart. Couldnt get tears out of my eyes. Also, didn't want to let mum sees me crying cos it'll make her cry. I knew that she was controlling her emotion till the very end. I could tell from her look/face. After, went to the cemetery to witness the bury-ing.
Dhen 10-plus (6 of dad's siblings plus my fam and 2 cousins) over of us squeezed into a mini van and went for lunch at Geylang Hawker Centre.
Home ; Something unpleasant happened and I shant talk about it. Cos it hurts.

Thanks for hearing me out.
You waited for me to calm-ed/cool-ed down.
Though you scolded me indirectly for being a little unreasonable,
I appreciate your concern.
I knew you said/remark-ed all those words for my own good.
I understand.
Yes, I was harsh cos of anger but you ignored.
You talked till I came to my positive sense.
You inner-self has really touched me & I know your true-self.
Thanks.

IM SO DAMN, BLOODY EXCITED FOR THE P6/3'07 CLASS BBQ LATER ON! MATES, DO ENJOY YOURSELF TO MAXZXZXZXZX, OKEYH?

IT'LL BE AN OFFICIAL 220609!
WE ROCKS, OKEYH?
WILL POST ABOUT IT TMRW. HOPEFULLY, WILL TAKE LOTSA PEEK-TURES!

THE PLACE/SPOT/LOCATION/VENUE/WHATEVER YOU CALL THAT;to remember/recall
PASIR RIS PARK, AREA 1(CARPARK A)
PIT 13
the fun, the laughter, the pranks, the talks, the ideas and everything plus the anything.

I really hope that this occasion will turn out as planned, if not better. I really want this gathering to be officially a success cos the next time that we'll gather will prolly during the next LONG hols. Meaning, the 2-months hols for us, which is in 4-5 months' time? So jyeah, enjoy this to the fullest, aites?

Signing off,
Your Dearly Ex-Classleader.
Saab-reenaa (:

HAPPY DADDYS' DAY TO ALL DADDY-SSS OUT THERE, ESP MY BELOVED DAD, MD RAPI BIN HASSAN(:
Daddy, you're a great daddy I've known. Despite your nature of being quiet and limited, you never fail to make your two pretty daughters' day and not forgetting mummy's, too. Duirng this hols, I get to see you before you goes of for work. But when school starts, I prolly see you on ur off-days (Mondays), Sundays (before you go for work) and before I go to school (that's when you're asleep). You go to work at 2 and only comes home the next morning at 5. Your work's tough but I know that you persevered till this far that you cant afford to leave ur career of a hawker, selling drink at East Coast Lagoon Hawker Centre. Well, Im not afraid to write this in cos' Im proud that though you arent highly educated, but you still managed to settle in a job for a long period of time. I LOVE YOU, DADDY!


Basically this week, Ive got nothing much to talk about. Practically stayed home and settled some stuffs. Otherwise, I just do random stuffs just to keep myself occupied.

And ohh, Im pretty excited for my P6 Class BBQ tmrw, 22/06/09. It's kindda last minute plan but jyeah, we've got pretty much things settled, rite ppl? Or rather everythings were settled except the day itself.
I really miss those times. I'd say that the class wasn't that united by when it comes to class' effort, we would more or less get things done with less pushing. One achievement that I can recall with regards to class' effort thingy ;
1. HAPPY TOILET PROGRAMME by NEA ; We're required to design the boys' toilet next to our class. The idea was tremendous. We designed it on theme of 'Wildlife Jungle'. It took us quite some time to complete it. staying back almost every afternoon. I think it took abot 4-5 days to complete. The next morning when we came back ... We found that all the designs were tear down by some jokers who thought that it was funny. Unlike some classes which also faced the same problem, we didnt lodge a complain at first but continue to stay back and re-do as much as we could during a short period of time before the deadline. This time, we stayed real late just to make sure that there our work is secured. We stayed till about 6-plus doing up the designs and that same time, "GUARDING" the toilet. The following week, judges came down to mark all the toilets. We managed to clinched the 2nd position and won Swensens voucher. We treat ourselves and really glad that all the efforts were paid off.

Other than that, the rest are all bittersweet memories that can never be erased. The two years of being classmates do mean alot to me. Also, the guidance that I received from my dedicated teachers. It really showed in my performance and results. Thank you, teachers.

Birthday Wishes

15 June 09 ;
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY bySNAR , DEAREST (:
Cheyy , dh 14 laa ! All the best and good luck in evrything you do , kae ? You'll always be in my heart and I'll always be there for your heart . Rmb that , aites ? I heart you many many , syg
HAPPY 8TH B-DAY AMIRAH , MY CUTE LITTLE COUSIN (:
Jgn nottie nottie , kae ? Study hard and make us proud , especially Mummy and Ayah . Kak Ina will always be there if you need help in your studies . Jgn malu bertanya , nnt sesat jln tao . Kak Ina SAYANG you always.
Went to bySNAR's surprise b-day party today . It was fun minus the water parade , clothes soaking wet , pushing each other into the sea , the sabotage-ing and the list goes on . Haahs . Met Shawn Ng , Kah Meng , Yvonne , Shannie , Jin Wen and Nica . Daddy and sis tagged along . Cute . right . I noe laa . Bus-ed 88 to Pasir Ris inter and dhen walked to Pasir Ris Park , Area 1 . Walked and walked and walked and saw three musketeers (Megat, Fairul & Shahindera) at a bus-stop near DT . Nica approached them . And they were like , 'Ehk , you all going there right ? We need assistance cos we lost our way.' Lols . They dont look like they need assistance laa. Haahs . Right , Nica ? *Inside Joke* So they joined us and continue walking and coincides with Kina, Diela and Dina . It's kindda far . By the time we reached the pit , Pit 13 ; We were alrready dead on our feet . But , we fought the tired-ness and went as planned ; For bySNAR's sake . Right , people ? Got the food-stuffs , drinks , bbq-stuffs and everything . We got everything organised and went to hide when we got the signal (PhoneCal) from Mahadhir . After , we came out from our hidings and sang her the b-day song from the back . Nadia didn't know how to react , seriously . Cute laa kans . Dhen , pictures taken . Cake-cutting . Water fight , sabotage-ing and all craps . And , my all-time target is MEGAT DANIAL . Haahs , kesian dier . I poured water from bottle on hair thrice , okae ? None of the time that he was aware of that . He was doing something else when suddenly he felt cold water falls from his head . Naseb kao laa , Megat ! After ; Eat , drink , crapp-ed , laughed and whatsoever . Before I forget . CONGRATS to Mahadhir , Megat and Fairul who got a "treat" from the birds on the tree . Haahs , padan muke korang . We , the girls were like laughing our ass off when we saw bird shits on their tees . Like OMG ?! Slack-ed awhile more and went home with FarhanaSIS and of course my blood sista .

Grabbed from bySNAR's.


Taken when bySNAR has yet to arrive ; and jyeah, we opened it before she came. haahs, sorry bySNAR.


The girls ; Queen control
Currently feeling fuck-ed up with some boy who pass-ed my no around like nobody's business . Also , feeling that Im missing someone . Well , may you enjoy your trip there and take care . Get back to me as soon as you touched down in Spore .

16 June 09 ;
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY , XIN YUAN
May God bless you in everything you do . Also , may all your dreams and wishes come true . Last but not least , enjoy you day .
HAPPY (??) B-DAY , UNCLE SA'AD
May ALLAH bless you . You're a great uncle who loves to hear and tells stories . Though we don't see each othe real often but we're close when we meet . ILY , uncle !

17 June 09
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY , AMIRAAWRR !
May God bless you . Though we're in a distant bt there's nvr a saying that we should drift . I really hope that the ties between me , you , Alyssa and Jeleen would last like the road , which doesnt have it's end . Love you much <333>

TAQS' Learning Journey ; Southern Ridges Hiking

#110609#
And jyeah , let the pictures tells ue the story . Went hiking for the second time this week ! YES , I swear . Tiring laa . There's more pics but lazy to upload . See first if I've got the time . Bubye !

Im currently munching on a yummy , delicious , great McFlurry . (kayy , stop it Sabrinaa)
This week wasn't much on activities but somehow I did had my days filled . Great laa . I don't to rot at home , though .

Monday , 010609 .
First day of the month . Went for religious class in the morning . Was supposed to go back PriSch for Peer Tutoring programme but it was cancelled . Idk why . I slacked at home . Eat , Net-Surfing , Gaming , Read , TV-ed and sleep . Bleahs . These reduced my frustration over my little cousins who are taken care of while their parents are at work . The chaos they created is like there's over 10 of them here . But well , there's only 3 of them . So jyeah . Urgghh , enough . And ohh . Remember that I was talking about the secret plan on the previous post ? Hmmmm . Got the full exact details alr . Planning out more stuffs so that the event won't be a bore . CountingDownTheDays ..

Tuesday , 020609 .
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY TO JUNE CHAN YAN RONG ! MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS AND WISHES COME TRUE (: YOU'RE INDEED A GOOD FRIEND .
Had religious class in the morning . Went home at 10-ish . Rest awhile . Had lunch . Got ready for band , which starts at 2pm . Went early , though . Bus-ed there and reached school at 1.15pm . Did self-prac before full band . Struggling on high notes especially the dearest HIGH G ! It's tedious , alright ? One moment I could hit it and the next maybe not . Dhen , full band starts . Juniors joined us . Spent like about an hour or so on warm-ups for the juniors' sake . Also , to build up the seniors' fundamental stuffs . Dhen , went on with the playing of 'Jupiter from The Planet' . Kayy , it was horrible (no offence) . Im saying this cos even my juniors can't play it . And our part's like the easiest in comaprison to the rest ? After , went for sectionals to teach the juniors . About half an hour later , seniors were called back in for full band while the juniors had to prac on their own . Practiced Nessun Dorma , which is a nightmare for Joey and I cos of the euph solo and abit of Jurrasic Park . Blahblahblah . Juniors joined in and played Jupiter once thru . As for "finale" , the whole band played the songs as one and dhen pack-ed up .

Wednesday , 030609
Baby-sitting is a nightmare ! Religious class in the morning and baby-sitting for the rest of the day . The rest of the house were out for some formal event . The chaos was really like (*&^%$#@!) . Make me go insane , maynnnn ! They gave one prob after another . Thankfully my hands didnt land on their faces . If not , red finger markings are gonna be "stickers" on their faces . I swear . I could not rest in peace . Scolded and shouted at them every minute , every second . My throat was alr sore by 4pm , seriously . I was effing fed-up till I made the decision not to bother anymore and went into my room . Eventually , I fell asleep till my mum came back from work . Till then , the rest who were out have yet to come home . My mum was nagging alr the moment she stepped into the house . The living room was horribly , terribly messy . Haishh , KIDS ! Had my shower . After , I felt hungry . Went to the kitchen . But I forgot the granny didn't fix-ed anything before she left the house . And ytdy's leftover was alr finished by lunch . So , decided to do something else and forget about hunger . Mum cleaned the house . Dad came home . Waited and waited for the rest to come home . And guess what ? They only come home at 10-ish ! Then ; Mummy , Daddy , Sis and Myself were all hungry . Well , granny had dinner alr before coming home . We all went out for SUPPER , alongwith nenek , of course ! Head down to Teh Tarik at Onan Rd . Cab-ed there . Blahblahblah . Home & slept .

Thursday , 040609
Morning ; Religious class , as usual . Had band prac in the afternoon . Normal stuffs laa . Don't wish to elaborate cos it's basically the same old stuffs plus new discovery (:
Back home ; Dinner , net-surfing . And ohh , I found out something really awesome on Coral Concert Band's blog ! During the time that I was reading the latest post , they were actually having an awesome Seniors' Farewell partyyy . Check it out to get what I meant ; http://www.coralband.blogspot.com .
Aft , spent the time ; text-ing , chatting , blog-reading and surfing . Stay-ed up till quite late and eventually SWEET DREAMS .

Friday , 050609
Woke up at 9.30-ish . Thanks to the CHARLIE's ANGELS who loves to make noise and disturb my sleep ! Planned to wake up at a later time . But nahh . Watched tv . Showered . Get dressed into PE attire . Had brunch . Slack-ed awhile . Off to school for band prac . Text-ed/Reply-ed people on my way . Well , they "accompanied" me , though . Reach-ed quite early . Slow-ed down my pace . Walk and walk and walk . At band room , saw Eileen . We talked and talked and talked . Well ... Band stuffs , of cos ! Went out awhile . When I got in again , I regretted .

I stepped into the room . And immediately ;
Yan Hong ; Sabrina , go arrange scores .
I was like ... WHAT ?!
I turned to Eileen .
And said 'I shouldn't have came in.'
Eileen ; Too bad laa . It's too late .

So , I arranged and arranged and arranged . It was boring , though . Yan Hong and I were like robots . We arranged , counted , check for missing scores and blahblahblah . We didn't talked at all . And yes , I meant AT ALL . Around 45-ish mins ltr , we stopped cos sectionals begin . And jyeah , there's still a little more to do . Went for sectionals . First half an hour , 2-3.30pm ; Teach juniors . OMG ! Joey and I really don't know what to do with them alr . We can spend like the whole time repeating the same , old parts but they can barely get it . After , the juniors did their self-prac while us , practicising the SOLO the whole time (3.30-5pm) till out lips sore and crack-ed . We kept drinking water , mayn . I swear . After 5 , we continued to teach the juniors for awhile more before packing up . Back to band room , did spring cleaning on instruments , store room and band room . Initially , wanted to bring home instrument since we'll be away for 2 weeks . But it's too bulky and heavy . Need lots of strength . Joey and I were half-hearted . Now , regretting it alot . Cos planned to polish the dearest instrument and maybe it can look as good as new . Also , practicising stuffs at home . Nahh , it's all too late alr . Blahblahblah . Admin matters and released ! Went home with Isabel , Rui Yun and her boyf . Wanted to bus-ed home but ended up lrt-ed home . Cos accompany my dearestISABEL (i hope you are reading this) . Crap-ed alot . Reached home . Showered . Dinner . Tv-ed . Text-ing . Anything more ? Idk . Slept at 10-plus .

Saturday , 060609 .
Class Outing ; Tree-Top Walk @ MacRitchie .
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY , EDMOND OH (MY SITTING PARTNER) I LOVE UR CRAPS AND JOKES AND THE TUMMYACHE I'LL GET DUE TO OVER-LAUGHING . LOL (:
Overslept ! Woke up at 6.34am ! Im like supposed to meet the class at 7.30am ?! I chiong-ed laa , of cos . Bathe-ed , dressed and breakfast . By then it was alr 7.15am . Waited for sis also . Yes , she followed . By the time she was ready , it was alr 7.20am . Oh no ! Dashed out of the house . Dhen , mummy was like 'Hey , wait laa . I send ue both' . Waited AGAIN . I thought she getting us cab or something but no . LRT-ed there . Reached inter and no one was there . I called up Caroline . She said they were alr in the bus . After , saw Edmond , Melvin Goh and Kah Meng . They were left behind , too . Heehs . Bus-ed with them . Here's the best part ; None of us knew where to alight . So , asked the other group to wait for us at the destination's bus stop . It was an exact an hour journey . Alighted and waiting for Nadia at the entrance cos her Dad drove her there . While waiting , we PANGSEH-ed Edmond . Sang b-day song for him .
Kayy , now recap on the walk ; Go to http://www.simplynadiia.blogspot.com (pictures there laa)

It awesome yet tiring . At least got experience mahh . The most scariest but memorable part of the walk is ; the part whereby we had to walk across the hanging bridge . I don't remember how long it was and how high was it above the ground . Hell jyeah , it was damn bloody scary when ue look down . Ive got phobia of heights , mayn ! Nevertheless , I overcome it for the sake of crossing it . Dhen , continue walking and walking and walking till we reached the exit . It was a 3 hour long walk . Leg cramp siaaa . After the walk , Nadia , Kina and Dina came over to my place . Had lunch and planned where to go . Think think think ; No idea . Ended up , went to CP and Nadia treated us DURIANS ! Yummy-ness . Tks , bySNAR <3>

Sunday , 070609 .
FAMILY DAY ; Going out soon . Bye , peeps ! Shall elaborate some other times .

And jyeah , Ive been text-ing alot .

Forwarding infos , crapping with people , random chats and stuffs .

Im just hoping that my bill wont exceed 45 bucks at any point of time .

The close-ness between us tells me that we're no meant to be together .

IT'S SO NEAR YET SO FAR .