It'll be a short and sweet post for now . Currently at home with sis . We're nervously , eagerly waiting for news from daddy , who's together with mummy now in the labor ward at KKH . We're praying hard for mummy and baby sister that they'll be safe in there . Ohh myy , cant wait to see her . She'll be the new edition in the family . It'll be cool . Haahs , younger sis now will be known as elder sis . Yes , sis ... You've got to grow . No more "ADEQ" or "MEI-MEI" now . Its either "KAKAK" or "JIE-JIE" . Now , you'll know how is it like to be an elder sibling , which I've been experiencing for the past 10 years with you .

So jyeah . I would like to thank my entire family , who are accompanying with sis and I at home now and dearest besties - EILEEN , RUI YUN , WEI RU and ISABEL for their care , concern and support .

Upon receiving news , most likely will be heading down to KKH tomorrow . I hope we're able to see baby sister real soon . I'M EGGCITED yet SCARED . (: / ):

THANK FOR THE MEMORIES , DEAREST BOYF !

10 Months , and still counting ;D

Spent time together today despite being lethargic.

Boyf had day camp from 7-9 June ,

while I had stay-in camp from 7-9 June .

Best moments to signify 10 months .

Our goal - TO LAST !

Next upcoming event - 6 more days to BOYF's bday .

"So what are you getting me for my bday ? Or are you not getting anything ?" asked BOYF .

And my answer to you is , "Its for me to know , for you to find out."

Band camp , Im still not gonna talk about for now cos it'll take very long . Overall , its awesome but of course there are things to be improved . So jyeah , look forward to a better one in Dec , in preparation for SYF Central Judging for Concert Bands .

36 DAYS TO AESTHETIC NIGHTS

42 DAYS TO SIBF

Hey thr , people ! Miss me much ? Lol . Currently in school for band camp and its the last day , today . Break camp at 1530 later on . We were here since Monday . Hmm , many might be wondering how I manage to post , right ? Actually , I'm using Rence's laptop now . Rence , who initially was wide awake with me is now taking her nap before assemble later on for breakfast at 0715 . We'll be heading to Jalan Kayu later . Woohoo !
It was just 20 minutes ago since I had shower so as to keep myself awake just before day . I won't fall into sleep at this time or else I wont be able to wake up on time . Water was effing cold but probably quite sufficient enough to wake me up for now . I'll make sure I'll get something so that I wont fall asleep during full band later .
I cant wait to get home now cos I really need my sleep . I've not been getting sufficient sleep for three consecutive days already . And jyeah , I need to regain energy loss and recover those dark rings around my eyes . Opps , I bet boyf gonna be mad if he reads this mayns . Not getting enough sleep ?! Haih , I'm sorry but what to do right ? Lol .
And oh , talking about boyf ... He's been asking me if I'm able to go out tmrw in celebration of our 10th monthsary . Hmm , I sincerely apologised cos I really cant provide you the answer now , dearest . I hope I can make it but it still depends on how long I plan to sleep in tmrw . Hee . We'll see how , okay ?
That's all for now . I shall post about our camp when I'm back home alright . Shant spend too much time here cos it's time for me to wake my roomamates up , being the facils and room I/C.
I miss everyone at home and boyf very much ):

I'll be back , okay ! Soooooonnnnnn !

Time check : 0608 hrs . (:
Bubye , peepos !

For a moment , I feel at lost . I was so upset that I felt it was the end . I swear . I almost gave up but both Rence and Joey gave me hope and I told myself that it was just part and parcel of life .

Thank you Joey and Rence for hearing me out ! ;D Maybe it's the lack of experience that caused me to be in this state . However , I'm lucky to have mentors like you two to guide me along even when you two have left the band . I'm glad I still have people to cheer me up and give advices . Many things happened but its all for one aim - TO BE THE BEST !

TO MY ONE AND ONLY EUPHONIUM SECTION ;

I believe that all of you are aware that we don't have much time left to SIBF and AESTHETIC NIGHT . After today's performance during full band , I realized I've made a huge mistake . I've neglected many things and did not think ahead . That's something I got to improve on and work on it . Technically , I know all of you are working hard and putting extra effort to be a better player . However , don't take things for granted . Be very focus during each and every sectionals/full band/rehearsal/etc . I want to see all of you on stage , together with me for both SIBF and Aesthtic Night . Being able to play with the entire section on stage is the best thing in my music-making endeavors . That's my all-time satisfaction in serving the band as a SL and HL . Thus , I may be a little more strict and demanding for the next few practices and I hope all of you understand the reason behind it . No pain no gain , right ? We suffer now , survive later okay ? Lastly , do give me your fullest cooperation during the 3D2N CAMP next week so that improve on the 3 pieces , most IMPORTANTLY . Can we do it ? YES , we can ! Let's work together and see the fruit of labor thereafter okay ?

Yes , I'm angry .

But I've put that aside and be upset instead .

I'm upset because I'm disappointed with myself .

I've failed big time .

I know I can't leave it that way .

I made it a wake-up call to myself .

It's extra work for me but I don't see it as a chore .

I'm doing it for the section and the band .

I hope we can tackle this problem by end of camp .

Yes, I'm putting on high hopes on all of you .

I've got high expectations from each of you .

LAST WORDS BEFORE I CLOSE OFF ;

TOGETHER , WE'LL BE ASPIRED TO BE GREAT .

TOGETHER , WE'LL AIM TO BE THE TOP .

TOGETHER , WE'LL ACHIEVE OUR MOST DESERVING SUCCESS .

42 DAYS TO AESTHETIC NIGHT .

48 DAYS TO SIBF .