For a moment , I feel at lost . I was so upset that I felt it was the end . I swear . I almost gave up but both Rence and Joey gave me hope and I told myself that it was just part and parcel of life .

Thank you Joey and Rence for hearing me out ! ;D Maybe it's the lack of experience that caused me to be in this state . However , I'm lucky to have mentors like you two to guide me along even when you two have left the band . I'm glad I still have people to cheer me up and give advices . Many things happened but its all for one aim - TO BE THE BEST !

TO MY ONE AND ONLY EUPHONIUM SECTION ;

I believe that all of you are aware that we don't have much time left to SIBF and AESTHETIC NIGHT . After today's performance during full band , I realized I've made a huge mistake . I've neglected many things and did not think ahead . That's something I got to improve on and work on it . Technically , I know all of you are working hard and putting extra effort to be a better player . However , don't take things for granted . Be very focus during each and every sectionals/full band/rehearsal/etc . I want to see all of you on stage , together with me for both SIBF and Aesthtic Night . Being able to play with the entire section on stage is the best thing in my music-making endeavors . That's my all-time satisfaction in serving the band as a SL and HL . Thus , I may be a little more strict and demanding for the next few practices and I hope all of you understand the reason behind it . No pain no gain , right ? We suffer now , survive later okay ? Lastly , do give me your fullest cooperation during the 3D2N CAMP next week so that improve on the 3 pieces , most IMPORTANTLY . Can we do it ? YES , we can ! Let's work together and see the fruit of labor thereafter okay ?

Yes , I'm angry .

But I've put that aside and be upset instead .

I'm upset because I'm disappointed with myself .

I've failed big time .

I know I can't leave it that way .

I made it a wake-up call to myself .

It's extra work for me but I don't see it as a chore .

I'm doing it for the section and the band .

I hope we can tackle this problem by end of camp .

Yes, I'm putting on high hopes on all of you .

I've got high expectations from each of you .

LAST WORDS BEFORE I CLOSE OFF ;

TOGETHER , WE'LL BE ASPIRED TO BE GREAT .

TOGETHER , WE'LL AIM TO BE THE TOP .

TOGETHER , WE'LL ACHIEVE OUR MOST DESERVING SUCCESS .

42 DAYS TO AESTHETIC NIGHT .

48 DAYS TO SIBF .