I aint gonna write much this time cos Im letting the pics speaks .
Haahs , Im lazy to post these days . So jyeah . Im sorry , people !
Do visit for the pics . Im loving the new photo uploader there , thats why .
I'll just give headlines to whatever stuffs that I felt it should be highlighted , thats all .

Monday , 7th Dec 09
Stayed home the whole day . Boring , I know . But I did manage to keep myself occupied . So jyeah , I was quite contented .

Tuesday , 8th Dec 09
HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY TO NAURAH QURAISYA , MY LIL CUTIE NIECE !
Went over to ECP to celebrate her birthday . It was awesome . Had fun spending time with my all-time cool cousins - Herni Syazwani , Sharbina & Aizat . We talked alot and crap about every little thing . And , I found out something really interesting yet disgusting . Tsk ! Im sure gonna investigate on that . (Secret plan between us)

Wednesday , 9th Dec 09
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO NICA RAVINA !

May God bless you in everything you do .
Strive hard to succeed in both academic and CCA .
Im glad to know a friend like you .
You know when I need you most .
Those little secrets that we share are kept within .
I remember the time when I broke the news about "AFTER 8 MONTHS"
You congratulated me and I knew that Ive got the support from you , most importantly .
Not forgetting ;
Kina - Who always tells me to move on , no matter how hard the journey is .
Nadia - Was glad to know that my dream had came true
Shannnie [!] - Understands me all the time & hearing my silly joke/craps .
I very fortunate to have people like all of you around me .
Thanks for everything that you've given me .
Nica , this is your bday gift from me to you .
You're loved , darling . ♥

Thursday , 10th Dec 09
HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY TO BOYF & I ♥
I was delighted to see a text from you when I on-ed my phone after I woke up . You wished me sincerely , penning me you thoughts . You brightened up my day . You wished my at 12 midnight SHARP that night . I feel the honour though I only saw it the next morning at 8 . I guess I was too tired that I dozed off . Im sorry . After all , I did mention to you that I recognized you sincerity right ?

Happy 4th Monthsary , dearest BOYF ♥
Its been a tough roller coaster ride thru this months , days , hours , minutes & seconds .
Nevertheless , Im happy that we managed to breakthrough the obstacles and move .
Its the 4th month today and still counting for better days & months that we're looking forward to .
Im grateful to have you by my side , going thru thick and thin together .
Im gladd that this relationship isn't a one-sided thing .
I may have hurt you in a way or another , I apologise.
Thanks for everything .♥

Friday , 11th Dec 09
Met boyf & Sam for basketball at 1030 , over at Elias Road .
Left the place at 12-ish and headed to DT . Bus-ed 358 there and alighted few stops after .
Didn't joined the guys cos Im meeting Eileen , Edmund , Edmond , Hong Zhao & Melvin Goh for a trip to Marina Barrage , which was a last-minute plan the previous night . Anw , the guys were planning for arcade-ing . Im not interested , though . So , bus-ed 89 to CP and waited for Eileen , who agreed to accompany me for lunch as I obviously haven't had mine . Yes , I dont want to starve . Plus , the guys will obviously be late . So jyeah . Eventually , we could kill time . (: Train-ed to Marina Bay . Shuttle-ed to Marina Barrage . I was the most lucky one , who didn't get drenched . Pics are up on FB !

Saturday , 12th Dec 09
Rot at home .

Sunday , 13th Dec 09
HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY , NUR IZZATI !
Will be going for her MASQUERADE BIRTHDAY PARTY at Theatrette , The Jeluntong CC , Sembawang later in the evening .

I've got nth to do right now, So I'ma do this quiz.

Which was tagged by Diela. Thanks eh . :D

This or that

1O to go.

1.Are you single?: Haahs , nope .
2.Are you happy?: Kindda .
3.Are you bored?: Hell jyeah.
4.Are you fair?: No no no.
5.Are you indian?: No. MALAY. :D
6.Are you stupid?: No one's perfect , right ?
7.Are you honest?: Yes! Heehs. No at times.
8.Are you irish?: NO.
9.Are you nice?: Yes! :D
10.Are you asian?: YES!

Ten facts.

Full name: Nur Sabrina Binte Md Rapi
Nickname: Sab , Sabby .
Birthplace: Singapore.
Hair colour: Black , with a little dark hazel at the ends .
Hair style: Simple yet neat .
Eye colour: Black .
DOB: 07 April . Presents , please ! Heehs :D
Mood: Bored yet happy .
Favourite colour: Purple , black and white ! :D
One place you wished to visit: LAS VEGAS !

Ten facts about your love.

1.Been in love? YUPS .
2,Believe in love in first sight? YUPS .
3.Currently have a crush? Haahs , jyeah .
4.Hurt emotionally before? Jyeah !
5.Broken someone's heart? Jyeah.
6.Have your heart broken? Yes !
7.Like someone but kept in heart? Jyeah.
8.Are you afraid of commitment? Nope.
9.Last person you hugged? Heh. Mummy :D
10.Last person you said ILYs? Boyf :D

This or That.

Love or lust: Love.
Cats or dogs: CATS , duh !
Best friends or regular friends: Both.
Creamy or crunchy: Both.
Pencil or pen: Pencil for sketches , pen for journals .
Wild night out or romantic in: Both !
Money or happiness: Both.
Night or day: Night . Im suffering from insomnia . So , cant sleep at night .
IM or phone: Phone !

Have you ever.

Been caught sneaking out? I'm too good to do that !
Seen a polar bear? YES . In the Zoo . And seeing it again this Friday thr !
Done something you regret? Uhm , YEAH !
Jumping? Who doesn't?
Eat food that is on the floor? NOOOO!
Eat an entire Jaw breaker?: Chewing Gum counts ? If yes , jyeah .
Been caught naked: NO .
Wanted bf back? You mean , ex-bf ? Hell , no !
Cried because lost a person forever? Yeah , who doesnt ?
Wanted to disappear? Yeah. Wish it'd be forever.

Preference of love
Smiles or eyes: Both :D
Light or dark hair: Dark .
Hugs or kisses: Hugs ! :D
Shorter or taller: Taller !
Intelligence or attraction: Both!
Violent or pathetic: NONE.
Older or younger: Same age ! :D
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing.
Sweet or bad: Sweet. :D

Have you.

Performed in a large crowd? Yeah ! I'll be faking if I say no cos it starts from young , though .
Talk on the phone longer than a hour: YES !
A rock concert: No ! Not my type .
Cheerleading team: Heehs . NO .
Dance team: Nope . Im proud to be in the BAND !
Sports team: Heehs , I cant recall . Think its a NO .
Drama play or production: Uhm , jyeah . Im primary school .
Owned rich cars: Haahs , I wished . But nope .
In a rap video: NO .

Last.

Last call you made: Mummy .
Hugged: Mummy :D
Hung out: A week ago ? With 2E6'09 people .
Work: Saturday , 5 Dec .
Talked to: Sis .
You IM'ed: Best friend <3
Texted: Boyf <3
Movie: 500 days of Summer . (Im catching a movie tmrw , anw)
Last person or thing you miss: BOYF <333

Tag 20 people to do the quiz.
1. DIYANAH
2. NICA
3. KINA
4. AMIRA
5. ALYSSA
6. JELEEN
7. WEI RU
8. ANNABEL
9. CAROLINE
10. EILEEN PER
11. RANDYNE
12. EDMUND
13. EDMOND
14. EMIL WEE
15. DOMINIC SOH
16. SHANNIE , SCANDIE [!]
17. SERI NADIA
18. FARHANA
19. MARYAM
20. FARUQ

That's all. :D

Hey thr , earthlings ! Havent been blogging these days . Reasons being , lazy ! Huaks , heehs . (:
Shall recap the week , anw .

Monday , 30th Nov
2E6'09 Outing to Pulau Ubin !
Boyf gave me a morning call at 0715 , as promised the previous night . Cos he knew I wouldnt wake up that early yet Im meeting my classmates at 0830 . Well , I rejected 3 calls from him before I actually answered him and dhen he was like , "Hmmm , finally you're awake ." And he said something else . But nahh , I was still sleepy and dhen didnt hear what he said . And yes , I went back to sleep after hanging up . Woke up at 0800 and chiong-ed . Met them at 0845 and pheww , I wasnt the last one anw . Haahs !
Bus-ed to Changi Terminal - Boat-ed to Pulau Ubin - Cycled a distance of 9km from the jetty to the entrance of Chek Jawa - back the same way .
The moments being together as one will be treasured . Though not many turned up but I could see the ever-lasting bonding spirit as a class despite knowing the fact that we're going on different paths next year , 2010 . Its sad to leave the class but we dont have a choice , do we ? Its all because we're succeeding and has to move on . So jyeah . My love for the class will never change .

Tuesday , 1st Dec
Welcome December ! How time flies . Its only a month away from 2010 and Im not fully prepared for a new school term . Nevertheless , I gotta push myself . Didnt do much on this day . I practically stayed home cos Im traumatised by an incident during (inserthere) . I couldnt sleep and all . Thankfully , there's byKina , SCANDIE [!] and dearest boyf who gave me the support and will to calm things down and stuffs . Thanks to all <3

Wednesday , 2nd Dec
Went swimming with aunt , alongwith cousins and a maid . 10 of us in all . 2 adults : 8 children/kids . Haahs , jyeah . CHAOTIC , mayns . Enjoyed myself in the pool and managed to get away with the traumatised thing during that time . But when out to the roads , I fear everything .

Thursday , 3rd Dec
I rot at home . Nothing much that I did . I was bored that I decided to call boyf for a random chat . Haahs .

Friday , 4th Dec
HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED MUMMY !
You're the best mummy in the eyes of adeq and I ! Love you , mummy .
Didnt had a celebration cos mummy has to work and her friends are treating her dinner that night . So jyeah . But I did have a plan that I worked out with aunt . But we cancelled it cos her friends "booked" her first , actually . My plan was actually a surprise party , thus she didnt knew about it . But nvm , its the thoughts that counts . Big wishes for her is my gift .

It'll be a short post for now . Well , haven't been blogging cos there's not much interesting stuffs that took place this week . This is for the fact that Im GROUNDED ! Yes , G-R-O-U-N-D-E-D ! Surprising much ? But jyeah , its the fact .
Reasons being ;
Ive been spending too much time/money outside for the past weeks and also , have yet to recover from my damn cough which has been a week plus now . How irritating can that be , huh ? With that , Ive got to turn down some tempting invitations by friends and boyf . Haiyooo . Im sorry , people ! Next week , aites ? Forget it , shant broad over this cos it'll take another day to complete .

On the bright side , Ive survived a 4D3N band camp last week . It was undeniably AWESOME ! I can see how bonded the band is now , esp the juniors-seniors relationship . Im glad to see the transformations . Many might ask whats the most memorable part of the camp ? My ans is ; Being part of the camp is the most memorable cos it taught me how joyous can it be being in PHSB ! PHSB rocks , aites ?! Pics are all up in FB !

Uhm well , I guess til here dhen . More updates after class outings ! Omgayy , Im so looking forward to those ! Luckily , my grounding period ends by then . Pheeeww !
See ya , earthlings (:

Its been a long time since I acknowledged this dearest blog of mine . Well , Im sorry to those whom religiously reads my blog (:
I'll just highlight some events , which makes my day .

10 Nov 2009

Happy 3RD Monthsary to boyf and me ! <3>

Dedicated to boyf ;
Its the 3RD month today and things seems so interesting .
Our relationship is getting better and we're much happier .
For love , you emphasise much on care and concern ;
Being dearly , you share the laughters.
As a boyf , you ask me out to show that you're concerned and care about me ;
Taking every little chance to be with me for acknowledgment and jokes.
With love , Girlf <3
Dedication from boyf;
I love you because -
You can handle my temperament/"mood swings" .
You dont really ask much questions .
You know when you've taken things too far .
You trust your own way of thinking .
In short , I love you just the way you are . Boyf <3

11 Nov 2009
Went out with boyf to Marina .
SK inter - MRT-ed to Doubhy Ghuat , transit - Marina Bay - Shuttle bus-ed to Marina Barrage - Suntec City
Was glad that we could spend time together .
We talked , crap-ed and I was "bullied" . ):
Overall , it was worthwhile and I enjoyed it very much .

15 Nov 2009
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO SHAWN NG JIA JIE !
Whoah , shuai-ge has turned 14 , mayns (:


Went to Eileen's place to have his bday celebrated . It was awesome .
Meet up at CP . 159-ed to her place . Boys gambled , girls poker-ed (excluding byKINA & I) , boys soccer-ed (Im not joking) , girls prepared the food , etc .
Truth & dare ; Towards the end . Moments of LAUGHING OUR ASS OUT ! (inside joke)
I wont elaborate here . Visit Eileen Per's FB to have the pictures that speaks of thousands words . :D

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO CHAN RUI YUN & CHAN RUI WEN !
You two have finally turned 14 , huh ? Old liaox ler . Muahahaha !

Anw , went for the Passing Out Parade of the Band and Drum Majors from Secondary School bands in Singapore , last evening/night . It was awesome . The band majors did a great job in playing the pieces and the macework by the drum majors .

PHSB ;
Xin Fei looked so SHUAI lor . Haahs , inside joke . *Ahem*
Congrat to our dearest Drum Major in completing the 5 days NCO camp ! It must be damn tiring for you but it's worth the efforts , I bet . Took pics . Blah blah blah .

CCB ;
Saw them near where we were standing . Went over to them as June saw me alr . Haahs .
Danial (DM) and Mingxuan (BM) look good , mayns . Solid GENTLEMEN look . (:
Didn't stayed for long cos feel so paiseyh la . Left them for so long alr . I dont get along them despite for the fact that I do miss being with them . Uhm , what to do ?
"We'll be competitors in 2010 ," quoted from Mr Wong .

STREAMING RESULT IS OUT !

I've got into 3E3 into 2010 . It may not be the class that I wanted but 3E3 isn't a bad class after all . I bet I'll be more than happy being in that class . (:

SUBJECT COMBINATION ;
#1 English
#2 Malay
#3 E Math
#4 SS/Hist
#5 A Math
#6 Sci (Phy/Chem)
#7 POA (Ive never thought of doing this subject)

Those are what Ive chosen and are given to my desire . I promised myself to do well for everything and hopefully , not dropping any subject including POA . We decide , teachers recommend and consider . They know what we're capable of and we shouldn't let them down . After all , the gaining party is US and not the teachers . Our success is their success , too . To show that you're great , strive to do well and make our dearest family , teachers and those who care for you proud . (:
With that , Im working out to start studying during this hols and start the year 2010 with some basic knowledge in mind .

Some friends are planning to start pre-lessons in a study group . Uhm , Im still considering despite the fact that I want it so much . Anw , I'll only be having tuition once a week for Eng and E Math , 1.5 hours per subject . It doesnt help much but it depends on how the individual take it as . As for me , I can see myself improving slowly and Im happy being there . Might as well , continue it . So jyeah . Other than that , help from elder cousins , peers and teachers are much needed .

"Whatever you got and/or given is all up to you how you manage it . Its your choice , your future . Mummy and daddy will only be there supporting you to do well cos we know we cant really help you in your studies ," quoted from dearest parents .

To see how concern they're now and then , I really do not wish to let them down in a way or another . My achievements is their pride , my happiness is their smiles and my journey is their support .

I must have the strength and will to always go on even though I fall 10 over times cos there's sure failures in everything . No one's perfect . An ambition to be a lawyer isn't easy at all . Thus , to study is one thing and to do well is another . They're linked . Never give is the key . I hope I'll manage it well .

Hey there . Uhm , Im back from camp !
Actually was back two days ago but haven't had the chance to blog .

Attended a 3D2N Leadership Camp at Shines Outdoor , Upper Boon Keng .
I felt that it was kindda boring cos it we spent the whole time indoor , listening to lectures . It was a lecture-based camp . We sat on the hard , ceramic floor in the hall for hours till our butts became numb .
However , there's a reason to every cause . Uhm , the lectures that we attend was to teach us how to be a good and confident leader in time to come . We must know how to lead ourselves before we could be trained to lead others - thats the first thing that was said when lecture begins .

To be continued ...

Last Day of School

The Sec 2 year has officially come to an end .
Ive come this far , together with my peers and we've got our report books .
Its our streaming year and it means that we gonna part our ways next year .
I cant bear to leave 2E6 , seeing that it's an united class .
No other Sec 2 classes can beat the strong bonding between us .
Every time and moment is precious .
The most memorable one being those times when we were mugging together as a class .
YES , as a class .
Staying back , meeting up , etc ; For study group .
That proves the bonding spirit .
For EOY overall , everyone passed ! Cheers for that (:
But unfortunately , some still didn't make it cos they failed MYE overall .
Nevertheless , ue guys shouldn't be demoralized .
May this be a learning point for all of ue and aim to strive hard next time .

And as for me , I didn't achieve the grades that I aimed but it was good enough .
Ive got 1A , 6Bs , 2Cs and 1E .
I know Ive put in much effort into everything and the results tells me how much effort Ive put in . Alhamdulilah .
Whatever it is , Im promoted to Sec 3E next year . Im just waiting for the streaming results , hoping I'll get into my first choice .

During the hols , Im gonna get some O levels series assessment books and diligently do them during my spare times . As what Ms Yang said , "Its not too early to revise for Os."
I agree . Its only 1 year 3 months (estimated) away for the major exam and its really a short period of time . With this 2 months vacation , Ive got to make full use of it to get my fundamentals mastered and dhen my Sec 3 & 4 journey will be slightly easier , hopefully .

Hey there, readers !
It'll be a fast post now .

The second-last point on my wishlist has been strike out alr .
Ive improved a little on the EOY's overall , except Science . I was expecting that cos that isnt my strength at all .
My Math was below expectation but it wasnt that bad afterall . Im quite pleased .
In short , I did give my best and Im happy with the grades . Im just waiting for the report book and see if there's anything that can be better , in helping me to pull up my grades for streaming .
After 4 days of thorugh consideration , Ive finally pen down my choices for which subjects combination I would love to do . It was a tough decision cos Ive got quite limited choices .
Firstly , I eliminated those which I really dont wish to do .
Secondly , consider some alternatives .
Lastly , prioritize my interests .
Ive made my choices and I hope I didnt make any mistake in the decision-making cos it would determine my future and I really want to achieve my dream badly .
I want to ro do further stidy in the faculty/course that I will take up in years to come when I proceed to higher education level .
With that , Ive got to prepare myself for more challenging and difficult obsracles along the way and ready to sacrifice more time and effort as the new year approaches .
Plus , Im seriuously looking for seniors and/or tutors and/or study group(s) for extra guidance/teaching during the weekends . I can cope on my own all the time . Ive got to find ways and not waiting for miracle to happen .

To readers -
Every cause has its reasons ,
Every action has a consequence ,
Every step has a difference ,
Every effort is worthwhile .

Never think of giving up ,
Never think that something's imposible ,
Never think of not being able to succeed ,
Never think that you're not capable of getting something .

Till here , I hope for this would change the mindset of those who always think that you're going to fail forever cos everyone has an equal chance to achieve the best . Have a positive mind and take every failure as a learning point . That way , you wont be disappointed when you didnt manage to get what you want cos things dont always go like the way you it to be .

Nights earthlings . (:

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY , SHAWN LEE JING RUI !
Hello there , earthlings !
How are you ?
Im fine right here (:

School's alright today .
First period was History .
Ms Nalini went thru the last ques for the EOY paper .
After that , she screened a movie of "The Pianist" .

A Polish Jewish musician struggles to survive the destruction of the Warsaw ghetto of World War II.
A brilliant pianist, a Polish Jew, witnesses the restrictions Nazis place on Jews in the Polish capital, from restricted access to the building of the Warsaw ghetto. As his family is rounded up to be shipped off to the Nazi labor camps, he escapes deportation and eludes capture by living in the ruins of Warsaw.

Didnt manage to finish watching the entire movie .
But Ms Nalini promised to screen it again on Mon (:
Im so looking forward to it , aites ?
Ive got a very deep interest for History , okay !
So far , its such a saddening story and more tears-welcoming scenes to come .
Tsk tsk tsk .
Hitler is heartless , mayns .

Next lesson was Eng .
Mdm Low talked about our results .
Bla bla bla .
Dhen .. Actually she planned to show us a movie , too .
"Anne Frank" , she's a famous Jews who died in a Death Camp while under imprisonment .
But but but . There was some technical difficulty and so we cant watch it .
Andy , Aldwin and Shawn L tried their best to help but to no avail .
Thanks , guys !

Soon , it was recess .
Sat with SCANDIE [!] , byKINA , SuperNica and AZY .
Eat eat eat . Talk talk talk . Drink drink drink .

Next , MT .
Im so so so loving Cikgu Faizah , mayns !
She's an awesome teacher . I bet the class would agree with me , aites ?
She gave us riddles to solve and jokes to laugh at .
So fun fun fun !

Following that , CME .
Mdm Low had Phonics class during lesson .
Haahs , it was so humorous that the entire class was laughing the whole time .
Nevertheless , it was for to our benefit .
Typical Sinagaporean teenagers these days dont speak in proper in Eng .
In the long run , our oral skills could be improved if much trainings are implemented .
She explains from A-Z why it was important to know those stuffs .

Up next , Math .
Ms Yang gave us some advices with regards to streaming and telling us who are or are not encouraged to take A Math as one of the electives .
A Math , in the lond run would be able to help one alot whereas POA hinders the choices when one proceeds to JC/Polytechnic in years to come .
After , she taught us on drawing of quadratic graphs . The class did not too well for that ques in EOY , thats why .

Last lesson of the day (:
Mdm Low came in with the LONG MARK SHEET .
Thats just the combined SA2 grades , though . The 60% of the overall .
Im grateful that I didnt fail any subject .
Ive got 2As , 4Bs and 1C . Thats not too bad , okay .
Alhamdulilah .
And well , while the LMS was going around ..
We watched "SPONGEBOB THE MOVIE" , which Edmund brought .
We know its lame and random but we enjoyed it .

At 1340 sharp , the bell went off and we packed up .
SCANDIE [!] , byKINA , SuperNICA and I went for lunch .

SCANDIE [!] and I had Instant Noodles from 7-11 while the duo had something from Koufu .
Eat eat eat . Drink drink drink . Talk crap bitch .

SuperNICA and I head bak to school cos we've got CCA while the two head home .

CCA ;
Had sectionals .
Im really tempted to anger at my two juniors .
Its so frustrating when you've taught them something and they forget the next minute .
Urgh ! Its been a year and they still are unsure of notes , fingerings and the sound of the note . What you two want us to do so that you can master all of them , mayns ? Hmph !
Taught them till about 4.45-ish . Only finished the first page of SPIRITED AWAY ! Thats way too slow .
After , did self-prac .
Its not an easy piece, I admit but they have to speed up ! Please uh , jrs !
Selfprac-ed till about 5.30-ish and packed up to leave .
Waited for SuperNICA and bumped into TwinSIS .
Dinner-ed with TwinSIS since mum called that there's no one at home and I was starving .
Headed home right after dinner .
Reached home at 7.20pm .
Showered .
Tv-ed .

Now ;
Blogging .
Chatting with Maryam Emily .
Texting boyf . But has gone to sleep 10 mins ago alr .
Listening to songs .

Wee ~
The hols are approaching and Ive got loads of plans .
Before , during and after hols -

Before ;
#1 Buy the dress at Bugis St .
#2 Buy a wallet at Bugis St . SCANDIE [!] and I will have same wallet !
#3 Shop for camp stuffs with SCANDIE [!] .
#4 Plan some events for (insertnamehere) and (insertnamehere) .
#5 Buy a new pair of colorless contacts .
#6 Buy a new jacket/cardigan from CONVERSE/ADIDAS .

During ;
#1 SLC - 2ND to 4TH Nov
#2 Intensive Band Prac - 3RD , 5TH , 10TH , 12TH Nov + 22ND & 28TH Dec
#3 Release of Streaming Results - 6TH Nov
#4 BEST FRIEND'S bday - 7TH Nov
#5 Outdoor Band Performance - 14TH Nov CANCELLED !
#6 (INSERTNAMEHERE) bday celebration !
#7 Band Camp - 17TH to 20TH Nov
#8 Girls' Day Out !(Alyssa , Amira , Jeleen)
#9 Date with boyf . And more to come !
#10 2E6 Pulau Ubin Trip - 30 Nov
#11 Eskimos' Battle by Swensens & NYP (Preliminary) - 2ND Dec
#12 (INSERTNAMEHERE)'s (INSERTEVENT)
#13 2E6 Farewell Party at Palawan Beach , Sentosa - 11TH Dec
#14 Eskimos' Battle by Swensens & NYP (Finals) - 16 Dec
#15 6/3'07 Class Outing to the Zoo - 3RD DEC
#16 Best Friends' Day Out
#17 Get my iPOD Touch , if possible .
#18 Get my hair REBONDED .
#19 Get new colored contacts .
#20 Prepare for the new semester - buying of books , study .
#21 2E6 Night Cycling - 15 Dec

After ;
#1 A new lease of life before the Os .
#2 Study hard .
#3 No more slacking .
#4 No more procrastinating .
#5 Achieve high grades as far as possbile .
#6 Get help when in need .
#7 Time management .

Papers are all out already .
Did really well for some , but average for others .
I cried for the last two papers which I got today - Math Paper 2 and Science .
Both were really saddening .
Im totally demoralized but ife has to go on .
I have to make my choices for which course I wish to go in 2010 .
This decision-making process are really tough .
Tough cos it concerns my future and worried if I make the wrong decisions.

Ive discussed it with my parents .
They said that its up to me which courses I'd choose as long as I can do it .
I'll be sitting down in my room considering the factors and making my choices .
Ive got until Tues . But will get it done by the weekends .
Wish me luck , people !
I hope I'll get into my dream class and not regretting my choice .

Till here dhen ,
Toodles !

"500 DAYS OF SUMMER" is the most recommended to movie to catch right now, people ! I swear its really worth paying for the movie . Its humor + romance .

Catch the movie with boyf .
Met at Pasir Ris inter .
Head to WS .
Boyf went ahead with arcade-ing while I wait .
I squarely turned down to play with him .
Im sorry but seriously not interested .
Dhen hanged around till about 12-ish .
Walked to E!hub , with many stuffs in his sleeves .
Pulled my hair , teasing that Im shorter than him , etc .
But hey, Im an average for a 14 years old , aites ?
I dont need heels unnecessarily !
Since I didnt manage to pull his hair , I pinched him as much as I can .
REVENGE is a MUST !
Reached E!hub at 1315 .
Bought the tics for the 1340 show .
Walked around a little dhen into the theatre .
Sat and waited for the movie to start .
Boyf keep "ransacking" my phone ! Hmph .
Claiming that he's BORED .
On the actual fact , he's trying to find some stuffs .
Forget about it .
Blah blah blah .
Show starts .

Boy meets girl.
Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't.
This post modern love story is never what we expect it to be its thorny yet exhilarating, funny and sad, a twisted journey of highs and lows that doesn't quite go where we think it will.
When Tom, a hapless greeting card copywriter and hopeless romantic, is blindsided after his girlfriend Summer dumps him, he shifts back and forth through various periods of their 500 days "together" to try to figure out where things went wrong.
His reflections ultimately lead him to finally rediscover his true passions in life.

I find that the movie its more or less true to whats going on in life .
Everyone believes in relationship but no one knows how long will it last or does it even exist during that moment in time .
The guy and girl may have a relationship but not officially .
This movie explains why and how it can happen .
So jyeah , better go catch it people !

After , walked back to WS .
Same things happen when we were walking to E!hub .
Hmph ! So frustrating .
Plus , keeps bugging me to tell him some stuffs .
But well , he actually got the answer to the ques but purposely wants me to voice it out .
I didnt . No matter how hard he tried .
Had our meal at KFC .
Eat eat eat . Talk talk talk .
Train-ed down to Bugis .
Went separate ways .
Boyf went to meet his sis and all .
I waited for SCANDIE [!] , byKINA , SuperNICA and DielaACE at MRT station .

Met at 1740 .
Went to Bugis Street .
Had so much fun with the GIRLS .
byKINA looked for anklet .
SCANDIE [!] and I gonna buy a similar wallet real soon .
We were attracted to one ! Buying a WHITE one .
Its similar to Diela's . She screamed when she saw it cos' she bought hers at 13 bucks !
The ones we saw cost $6 for one and $10 for two ! Heehs (:
Walk and walk and walk .
Suddenly !
There's this white , smart , casual DRESS that catch the corner of my eye !
I went into the shop .
I was like OMGAYY !
It costs only 10 bucks , okeyh ! Im sure gonna buy it real soon and wear it for (inserteventhere) .
Those who knows , SSSHHHHHHH !
Im certainly gonna make another trip there in one week's time !
Ohhh myyy .. Now I know why they say it's so much nicer and worth it to shop at Bugis Street !
Well , it's because Ive never shop-ed there ! And I SWEAR !
Thats the whole entire story - IM BRAND-CONSCIOUS ! (The girls would definitely salute me when they sees this)
Walk walk walk .
The more we walk , the more stuffs we intend to buy .
There'll be a SECOND Girls' Day Out to BUGIS real soon !
(Not forgetting that byKINA and I want to rebond our hair during the hols , too!)

Aftermath, it was getting late .
We decided to head home .
Bus-ed 80 home .
Direct bus .
Everyone except me were nervous cos it was already dark and parents were text-ing and calling their phones . Oh me , oh my .
Nevertheless , we all managed to get home in time and no one gets scolding when they reach home .
Phhheeewww .

Thanks to everyone who managed to take the time off and spent them with me .
Its been quite some time since I hang-ed out .
Girls ;
I really had lotsa fun with you girls . I learnt new stuffs from you girls .
Thanks, aites ?
I'd love more day out with you girls .
Wee !

Boyf ;
Its been quite some time since we met and spend time together .
Today was awesome .
Minus all the mischieves that you were up to , I treasure every moment with you .
I'll be looking forward to more dates .
Especially when's the hols are approaching . (:
Love you always . <3

ROSES ARE RED ,
VIOLETS ARE BLUE ,
FUCK YOU WHORE !
(TAKEN FROM "500 DAYS OF SUMMER")

2E6-ers ;
Class of 2009, made up of 36 student and our beloved FT !
We climb and stand on the ladder of success together .
We always laugh with but not laugh at .
We joke together but no joke to .
We treasure every moment spent together in class and outside .
We never fail to approach one another to say "Hello" when we meet ;
And never forget to say "Goodbye" when we part .
We organize and co-ordinate very well, leaving no one behind .

Seeing how the class grew as one ,
Seeing how united the class is ,
Seeing the golden happiness the class has ;

It brings sorrow that we're separating after this year ,
It leaves a great impact of how a good, supporting class can be ,
Teaches me to appreciate friends around me .

I was new to the class earlier this year ,
But the class welcomed me with an open arm ,
Giving me the warmth and signal that Im being accepted into the 2E6 family ,
Ive found true friendship within the class .

I appreciate the care and concern given ,
I love the atmosphere in the class ,
I love the soothing and conducive learning environment in the class .
You don't have to ask for support and help ,
The class grew up in that way thus, its very systematic .

I WISH I DON'T HAVE TO LEAVE THIS FAMILY BUT AS THE SAYING GOES , "LIFE HAS TO GO ON, NO MATTER WHAT" .


I'll have to accept the fact as it concerns my future . I really hope that the bonding will never break and we'll still be as close as we are right now (: CHEERS, 2E6-ers .

2E6 IS THE CUTEST CLASS IN AMONGST THE WHOLE LEVEL ! WOOHOO ~

QUOTED FROM THE SEC 2S TEACHERS (Inside joke) HEEHS (:

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER BUT THE ANXIETY IS YET TO END.

Overall, I believed that Ive put in my best effort for each and every paper despite for the fact that I wasn't really sure on how to answer certain questions, in general.
Im aiming for 2 As and 6Bs. Nothing below B! Insya'allah. Really want to get into my dream class in 2010!

It seems that I'll just have to wait for the papers to be returned and see the digits written in red. Im praying hard for every paper. Omgayy! I can't wait, mayns. This time I wont rate the difficulty of each papers cos it'll be a long and wordy post. Plus, I dont want to shed tears while reflecting them. Though I think I didnt do quite well, I can't change the fact right now. Whats done is done. No point broading over it. Im grateful to have supporting family and friends right by my side. They lend me their ears when I need to talk, lend me a shoulder to cry on, lend me their hugs to make me warm when Im down. Thanks, dearests !

CURRENTLY WAITING FOR RESULTS TO BE OUT, REPORT BOOK FOR THE OVERALLS & STREAMING RESULT TELLING ME WHERE WILL I BE IN 2010 + WHERE WILL I GET TO IN FUTURE ! *Shivers*


Enough about the EOYs. Hmph. Lets talk about yesterday's Jalan Raya with a few of 2Es and 2NAs.
Was supposed to meet at 10 but Kina and I was late cos Kina had problem putting on her contacts on her left eye. Tsk tsk tsk. I helped but to no avail. It was alr 10-ish when I made the decision to tell Kina to forget about the other side first. Left the house. Cab-ed to CP. We didn't want to be any later and make others waits. So jyeah.
Apparently we both weren't the late-comers.
Alfi, Diela, Nica, 'Artiqah and Liyana had yet to reach. Since there's still time, Shannie accompanied Kina to the washroom and tried to help her with the contacts (: Heehs.
Bleahhs, still cant. Aft, asked Diela when she came. STILL CANT.
And so, we were like asking her to go on like a pirate. Contacts for one eye for the entire day.
PS. Im loving my eyes with the Warm Hazel coloured contacts. Gees!

We started Home-Visting at 11! Muahahaha!
In order ;
'Artiqah's
Tweenies [!]
Mine's
Diela's
Lastly, Muneera's.

We enjoyed it so much especially with the boys' craps and stupid jokes.
And jyeah ; FARUQ took my camera away for the first half of the jalan raya. Apparently, there's quite a number of his and gangs' pics - be it candid or posed.
I wont elaborate much cos I'd loved to let the pics speak.
Will get it up here and FB by this weekend!

At a point of time, [insertnamehere] had entirely drowned my happy mood till the end of the day. You called and told me [somethingwhichactuallybroughttearsoutofme]. Yes, I cried but I denied to you. After, you went on telling me [somethingthatidontwishtowriteithere]. I did asked you to explain and be frank with me but you made it like I was asking to consume DRUGS! It was good enough that I showed that I cared and was eager to help you but you didn't even like have that trust in me. And when I talked about TRUST, you said that its not about TRUST but just don't feel like telling me. Whats that supposed to mean? Just what the hell is wrong with you? You don't seem to feel good about telling me certain stuffs, especially things that made you down. But whenever Im not in a good mood (Or rather some proc), you always beg me to tell you. Or even some random ques that you asked which sometimes I can't tell you the answer, but I did after some time. This isn't right, [INSERTNAMEHERE]! Im so so so frustrated. Im not sure if I was at fault or you. I always try to pleased you in whatever way but you don't seem to understand, sometimes. Instead, you'll make me disappointed and I'd keep to myself so as to prevent further conflicts. You just like to relate unrelevant stuffs at some point of time and dhen say [sentencethatyouthinkwouldmakemedemoralized]. But hey, failure is a step closer to success.

Later that night, you text-ed me as usual and acted like as if nothing happened. Whoah, how perfect was that! "Terrific, huh?" Dont ever think that by changing the topic would make me forget everything. Im still not satisfied but I doubt you realized it. Im not going to make the first move cos I want you to know that you're at fault. I hope you can leave that hell shit out of you and realised what have you done wrong, which I always deny.

[YOU MAY NOT BE READING THIS BUT I HOPE THAT THIS MESSAGE YOU FLY INTO YOU MIND MIRACLUOSLY]

100 Truths {!} FROM FACEBOOK!
After you’ve filled this out, TAG 10 people and have them do the same.

1. Last beverage: Milo .

2. Last phone call: My dearest mum !

3. Last kiss: My Daddy !

4. Last song you listened to: I Promised You by Selena Gomez .

5. Last time you cried: Yesterday . I cried twice - Aft a call & When my eyes were hurting like hell.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope .

7. Been cheated on: Yes .

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No .

9. Lost someone special: Of course .

10. Been depressed: Yups .

11. Been high: Absolutely NO !

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Purple

13. White

14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Have you made new friends this year: Yeahh . Loads of them .

16. Fallen out of love: I guess ?

17. Laughed until you cried : Jyeah, it ever happened !

18. Met someone who changed you: Yups .

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yups - Scandie [!], byKINA, DiyanahSWEETIE, Rui Yun, Isabel, Wei Ru and more ! ILUVTHEMALL !

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Jyeah, I was told by a friend .

21. Kissed anyone on your top friends list: Is air kisses counted ?

TRUTH:

23. How many kids do you want to have: A pair of twin .

24. Do you have any pets: Yes, I do !

25. Do you want to change your name: No and never will . I believe in the name that you're given tells people your colors and personality.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Had a party at Downtown East chalet ! Treasure those moments . (:

27. What time did you wake up today: 6.30 a.m .

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping ? Heehs .

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: An iPod !

30. Last time you saw your father: Today, 3.30 p.m.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My high level of anxiety and panicky of every little thing !

32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing in particular ?

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope .

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: The proc .

36. Whats your real name: Nur Sabrina Binte Md Rapi .

37. Relationship Status: In a relationship .

38. Zodiac Sign: Aries .

39. Male or Female: Female .

40. Elementary School: CVPS.

41. Middle School: CSS to PHSS.

42. Hair color: Black.

43. Long or short: Long .

44. Height: 158 - 160 cm . I want to be at least 163 cm, can ?

45. Do you have a crush on someone: Wooshh ! Yeahh .

46. What do you like about yourself: Myself, whatever God has given me ! Im proud to be what I am cos Im unique !

47. Piercings: A peircing on each ear ! Thats enough !

48. Tattoos: Thats absolutely NO ! Its awful and digusting ! Plus, its against the Islamic law !

49. Right or Left: Right !

Question 50 is gone !!

FIRSTS :

51. First surgery: Never had one and I will never want to have it .

52. First piercing: When I was few months old, I tink ?

53. First tattoo: Never had I one and I dont intend to have one !

54. First best friend: Chan Rui Yun ! Met her in Primary 4 (:

55. First Sport: In-line skating .

56. First pet: Fishyy !

57. First vacation: Johore Bahru, M'sia !

58. First concert: Ive been to a few and performed a few . Cant recall which concert was the first one ! Opppsyy !

59. First crush: A _ _ _ .

60. First alcohol drink: Never had one ! Didnt even think about it !

RIGHT NOW:

61. Eating: Fried Rice .

62. Drinking: Nothing . I maty choke anytime . I'd better go get a drink right now !

63. I’m about to: Text mom but I think I'll just wait for her to come back and ask her a little favour . Heehs .

64. Listening to: Heal The World - Michael Jackson.

65. Waiting for: Mom to come back .

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OTHER SEX?

69. Lips or eyes: Eyes .

70. Hugs or kisses: Hugs .

71. Shorter or taller: Taller .

72. Older or Younger: Same age . Neither do I go for older ones nor younger .

73. Romantic or spontaneous: Both .

74. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.

75. Tattoos or piercings: None .

76. Sensitive or loud: None .

77. Hook-up or relationship: Both .

78. Trouble maker or hesitant: None .

HAVE YOU EVER :

79. Kissed a stranger: Isnt that retarded ?

80. Drank hard liquor: NO and NEVER will .

81. Lost glasses / contacts: Nope .

82. Cried in front of someone: Yes !

83. Broken someone’s heart: Maybe ?

84. Had your own heart broken: Ever on a few occasions .

85. Been arrested: Nope, Im a good girl !

86. Turned someone down: Tink so ?

87. Cried when someone died: Who doesn't !

88. Liked a friend that is a girl: Im not a lesbian .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself: Sometimes .

90. Miracles: Depends .

91. Love at first sight: Yes .

92. Heaven: Yes .

93. Santa Clause: No .

94. Kissing on the first date: NO !

95. Angels: Not really .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now: OF COURSE .

97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time: ABSOLUTELY NO !

98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever: Yes .

99. What’s the one thing you cannot live without: My parents & granny . Yes I know its more that one but jyeah .

100. Posting this as 100 Truths: Yes .

Tagg-ed ;
1. Kina
2. Isabel
3. Shidah
4. Wei Ru
5. Asiyah
6. Diyanah
7. Alyssa
8. Jeleen
9. Amira
10. S.Nadia

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
-St. Augustine

I was browsing thru the net and this caught my attention.I find that theres a true and deep meaning behind the words written by the writer.

Thank You, people! Love you lots.

Thanks to everyone who made yesterday's event a huge success!
The Open House received an overwhelmed response despite the fact that examinations are nearing and we ought to be studying.

Thanks to ;
Granny, Mummy and Daddy who sacrificed their time, effort and money in preparing everything.

Extending my warm gratitude to ;
Rui Yun, Rui Wen, XueQi, Amanda, Patricia, Isabel, byKINA:D, Nica, Zi Yi, Ryan, SCANDIE [!], Shawn Ng, Annabel, Kah Meng, Yan Xiang, Edmond, Edmund, Melvin Goh, Hong Zhao, Mdm Low&Family, SNAR[!]&Friends, Xin Yuan, Siti, Suhanna. (I hope I didnt missed out any names)

I wont elaborate it right here. More pics are up on FB, people!

IMMEDIATE ANNOUNCEMENT!

CVPS P6'07 Jln Raya

Friday (09 OCT 2009), aft Friday's prayer (Ard 2.30pm)
Meet at CP.
Pass on the msg (:
Thanks!

Coming ?
Do tag at my board/text either me, Asiyah, Ilham or Shahrul!
Quuuiccckkk!


PHSS 2E Jln Raya

Thursday, 15 Oct 2009
Meet at CP, 10am
Please take note.

Im bored!

Im blogging here right now to kill time. Hmph, think will post about my weekend since its been a long time I post on my days. Jyeah, I know. Haahs.

The weekend was alright.

Yesterday ;
Woke up at 0810. Showered. Dressed. I was in a rush, okayy.
Left the house at 0855!
Text-ed Shidah if she's going for tuition. And YES!
She asked me whr was I and told her that I just left the house.
She offered me a ride since he dad's sending her to tuition and Im gonna be late if I'd bus-ed there. Class starts at 0915 but have to report at 0900, y'know! (:
So waited at the bus-stop till they arrived.
We reached class at 0915 and was shocked that Fasihah and Sofia was early, mayns!
Mr Shahril went through the English EOY Paper.
I was over the moon to see that I scored quite high for the paper!
First time after 2 years' under his guidance.
Ive been scoring 60-65%. This time, its 75%! Its waaayyy beyond his expectation!
Cheers for that. (: Nevertheless, there's still lotsa work to be done!
Looked through the paper. Ive seen my strengths and weaknesses.
Ive got work improve on my weaknesses and maintain my strengths (:
After the 15-20 mins break ..
It was Math lesson. Mdm Siti came in with our papers also!
I jumped out of my seat when paper was given back to me!
I turned to Shidah and said, "Today's the best day of my life, mayns!"
I scored an unbelievable mark of 80% for the entire paper!
Again, I shouldn't be too proud. I know that I can do better than that.
When there's a will there's a way.
Went through the paper but we weren't really listening to her explanation but just copying down corrections. (There's a reason to it)
Time flies.
Lesson ended at 1210. And we all walked out of the class.

Bus-ed home.
Coincidentally, sis & mum got onto the same bus 3 stops after whr I board.
Sis, too just ended her tuition lesson.
Mum was listening to radio on her HP while we crap-ed and joke-ed. Heehs (:
Sis is such a cutie yet an irritant. Ssshhh!
Alighted and walked home.

Back home.
Get changed.
Did my hwks till I fell asleep on the study table.
I was exhauted. Slept quite late the previous night though I had a long day.
Some relatives came over, thats why.
So jyeah.
Sis woke me up and said that we're going out for visting.
I was like, "Oh no! I need the time to study, mayns!"
Do I have a choice, though?
Showered. Got dressed and everything.
Uncle Amy drove here on his lorry to fetched us.
Dhen went to fetch Uncle Rosli's family.

Went visting round West and North-South area.
4 houses, in all.
Forgoing the plan to go Bedok area amongst the last one.
Cos sis and I are falling asleep in the lorry after the 3rd one already.
Sorry boyf that I didn't reply some of your texts.
I was falling asleep and batt was running low, too.

Reached home at 11pm.
Changed.
Text-ed boyf for awhile.
Went to bed at 12midnight.

Today ;
Woke up at 8.
Its a miracle, okayy. Ive nvr woke up that early on Sundays.
Showered. Dressed.
Head down to Rivervale to buy breakfast and mum asked me to buy bread and Berita Harian.
I bought my breakfast meal at KFC. I missed it so much.
Its been a long time since I had KFC. Been having McD cos of sis.

Back home.
I finished my meal.
Dhen, I was reading the papers when boyf text-ed and asked if I was awake.
I was like "I was awake since 8."
He replied "Miracle. Its the first time you woke up earlier than me."
He woke up at 9, though.
Still reading while texting him.
An hour or so later, I started hwk-ing and revising.

Mum came into the room.
She said that we're going out AGAIN.
I was like "No way!" (in my heart)
Didn't respond to her.
Screwed myself into the books and mug-ed.

At around 1pm,
Aunt Liza's family came over for visting (DUHH?!)
That stops me from working.
I cant lock myself when when there's guests, right?
Talk talk talk and eat eat eat.
They went off at 2-ish.

Off Im back into the work.
Mum came in later again.
She sensed that my mind said that Im not following.
She asked me.
I did admit that I wanna stay home.
So I did. It isnt the first time anyway.
I had an hour nap before continue revising.

Woke up.
Managed to complete revising in 2 hours.
Had dinner and alittle snack-ing.
Dhen, here I am.

Chatted with Asiyah, Shannie (!), Jeleen and Alyssa.
Bloghop-ed.
Facebook-ing & Tagged-ing.

Im so looking for the Hari Raya Open House for all races and religions.
Thanks Mum. She agreed to host the event upon my request. (:
Inviting all 2E6-ers and all 1/5-ians.
If any other group of people would like to join this joyous event,
do tag or ring my phone, aites?
Thanks.

Im hurt to hear that many are not interested to go for the 1/5 class bbq. ):
According to Jeleen.
So like she's suggesting a small gathering cos like bbq for a small group is not worth it.
Now, we've got to come up with a new plan.
Im actually done with the bbq one. But ..
Haish. Nth's perfect here.

Plannings & Comments that I desperately feel like typing it here !

Term 4 is such a short term that seems like it just began yesterday and dhen its ending the next day. Omgayy! Im so so so stressed out, can ? (Boyf sure gonna scold me if he sees this line, or rather the WORDS - Stressed out.)

Well, first and foremost I would like to wish all the Muslims around the world SALAM AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. So far the days have been alright (minus the unwanted/undesired stuffs that I dont wish to write it here).

This post here might or might not be be long but its all about my plans for days to come and some comments.

MY PLANS ;
#1 Im mugging for EOY + streaming as I want to get the best for myself and my future.

#2 Save up $$ and get what Ive been wanting all this while. Especially my necessities! (:

#3 Plan a outing + gathering for PHSS 2E6'09 & CSS 1/5'08 for the upcoming hols.

#4 Hosting the Hari Raya open-house for 2E6-ers. And if time and space permits, I'll invite some others, especially CSS-ians. See, Im so nice right? Gees (:

#5 Plan Jalan Raya with friends from now & then. (HOPEFULLY,can) There's time constraint.

#6 Cut down on my HP usage. Especially text-es.

#7 Adhering BOYF's advices. (So far, Ive not been too good to him and he found out, somehow. And Ive got scolding from him. Not literally but metaphorically).

MY COMMENTS ;
#1 JellyBellz & Alyssaaa - They are most awesome dearests to be with. We understand each
other in a way or another, in and out. Anything we know, we know. You dont know, thats your problem. Cos its for us to know, for you to find out. ILY, my dearests. <3

#2 Kina and I were just told about a short performance that those people involved in the Poetry Competition that time this Monday. Its a short skit to educate the foreign students in PHSS about how the Muslims celebrate the month of Ramadan and Syawal. Well, its such a notice. If you're asking me whether or not Im participating, I'd say "DEPENDS". Since it a joint collabration, I'd only be active if we dont SEPARATE! Jyeah. All thanks to the JERK who did that on purpose and thinks he's a HERO? No wayy. My say, "Its either we perform as a group of 8 or we dont perform it AT ALL!" Just say it if you always want credits. With our open arms from 7 of us, we allow you to CONQUER the whole stage by yourself! Whether or not Im there depends on how its going to be like. (Emillio, Im answering ur ques, metaphorically)

#3 This part here is somehow missing. Sorry, I cant retrieve it neither rmb what I wrote. I just realised it like now ? So, ignore here and go on reading (:

#4 BOYF is such a kind, caring person that made me feel guilty. Ive not been a good girlf to him. I appear to be alright in front of him but deep right in there Im not. Ive hidden quite a number of stuffs from him. He found out bit by bit that made him furious. Yes, I deserve the scoldings for making him worry, unknown, etc. He spends his time asking about me. But I realized I dont really asked much about him, other than those stuffs that he tinks I ought to know. But that's on his own accord, though. Its a diff story. Im wondering why I dont ask but being asked. Im wondering why Im told without telling. BOYF, Im sorry for my mistakes. Im in the fault but I hope Ive explained some parts of it to make you understand. Im a little hard-headed sometimes but there's a reason behind it. You know, I know.

Sincere apology from me,
Girlf <3

#5 Things and time changes. As days goes by I learnt new things from things and people. There's way loads more to find out. Its just a matter of whether or not I want to do it. Ive got to be decisive most of time, especiallt for myself. Cos I know what I want and what I need. No one knows better what I desire besides me. Mummy & Daddy always tell me that they'll be there supporting me for whatever I decide and I want. Its just up to me to plan how to achieve it. Inspirations and motivations are there for me to learn from. I'll go on no matter what.

#6 As the days past, Im starting to love 2E6 more. I just cant describe them with words but my heart and soul. Sometimes, I just cant bear to accept the fact that we're parting by end of this year. Sobs ):

My post ends here with bitter and sweetness. I amy not be posting regularly but there's truck loads of stuffs I can write days after days. Goodbye, earthlings (:

Im just writing in to express my hard- time decision-making right now.

Firstly, my interest in studying law grew since end-2007. Ive been very determine to strive hard and been doing research/study on lawsuit. Its not easy. But I believe in the saying, "When there's a will, there's a way". Ive told both parents about it and they supported me. Im so appreciating that!

Secondly, I was thinking whether to study Faculty of Law in or out Spore. As in, whether I'd hold the graduating cert from a local or overseas Uni/College. Well, it depends on what lawsuit I want to do and why I chose that.

Now, comes the complicated part.

Im starting to realized that my heart is into law and my soul is into music. Im becoming more and more fond of playing music in the band and always to look forward to every prac, which is a little unusual but I find that its quite normal now.

Playing in the band is tedious but as the saying goes, "Practice makes perfect". Already Im so into getting all those higher grades musical stuffs and if I were to let it go, its obviously a waste.

If Im going to do lawsuit FULL-TIME, I'd stay in the current education system a get at least a Masters in Faculty of Law either local or overseas. If Im going to do music FULL-TIME, I'd rather apply for maybe SOTA and go for auditions. Once I get in, I'll be staying there and will do music as my line, which means sitting for my 'A' levels there.

I help consolation, people? Anyone can help? Puh-leash?

Let's Do It From Facebook

Where’s the closest hoodie to you right now?
- I don't have one.

What restaurant do you think has the Best French Fries?
- LJS ! Their fries never beat any others, aites!

When’s the last time you played the board game Clue?
- I never did, I tink.

Who did you last get in an argument with?
- My boyf, a short quarell, in fact.

Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
- Jyeah, I tried once. Survived for a month without touching my cellphone!

Where is your dad right now?
- Working at East Coast Lagoon Hawker Centre (:

How many people do you know of named Adam?
- Adam Lambert.

How about Jessica’s?
- Jessica Simpsons.

Do you do your homework?
Oh jyeah, of course! (:

Are you with friends of any cheereaders?
-Nope.

What was the last thing you burnt?
-My finger, at the BBQ.

What was the last picture you took?
- Andy, at the party.

If you could move anywhere, and take three people with you, where and who?
- My mum, my dad, my sis to Australia!

Is your computer/laptop slow right now?
- Nope . It's in a normal mode .

What's the best thing about your mum?
- She's everything to me! She's perfect no matter what. She scolds as a sign of care, she laugh as a sign of happiness, she sacrifice as a sign of love. ILY, MOMMY!

Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
- Er, no ? It's gross!

Have you ever been to a hospital?
-My mum gave birth to me at a labour ward. So, what do you expect? Been admitted few times after discharge. In fact the last time I was admitted was 2 May, this year.

Would you date someone that none of your friends like?
- Absolutely, YES! He's mine, not your people!

Does your phone have to be charged every day?
- No, every 2-3 days. My phone batt can last long.

When is the last time you held hands with someone?
- Ytdy, my sis.

If you woke up as the opposite gender, what’s the 1st thing you would do?
- SCREAMM !

Who did you last hug?
-Shannie? byKINA? bySNAR? or my EVIL TWIN?

Have you ever crawled through a window?
- No and never will. Ive got phobia of heights!

Where is your mum?
-Working. At Sims Drive, Aljunied Rd.

Morning or night person?
-Nighty !

What was the last movie you watched?
- Band Slam .

Any cool scars?
- Nope! Scars are effing ugly, mayn!

Things about the opposite sex you notice first?
- Eyes, hair & character/style.

What career would you wish to be in?
-Lawsuit.

Do you want a well-paying job or a job you enjoy?
- Being in a job that I enjoy and well-paid. (:

When were you last on your phone?
- 2 hours ago

What were the shoes you wore today?
-My white, canvas, school shoes.

Do you like Maths?
-Yeaps.

Do you like hugs?
-Like DUHH? They're awesome!

Where do you want to go to college in future?
-Im going for a local college, if I can. Minimum MJC/AJC. If not, intending to study in Brisbane. (: