Im down .

Im dumbfounded .

Im speechless .
Im confused .

Im frustrated .

Im angry .

I cried twice today .

I know I had to .

But I just dont know how .

I know Im in .

But Im not sure what stops me .

I know I shouldnt be whr I am .

But its because I failed .

I know throwing tantrum isnt a good way .

But I was really flare up .

I know Im at the losing end .

But I dont need a back up .

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Ive hinted you many time but it seems that you took no notice of it .

Idk if you were pretending or you dont know for real .

Whatever it is , idc . I'll get this straight and clear it up with you .

I'll thrashed everything tonight with you . I hope you will RESPECT my decision .

[INSERTNAMEHERE]

I was being frank and you knew that . Whats the point of "transiting" when Im done with one ? So jyeah , Im avoiding and Im in a bad state right now . Furthermore , we are no longer supported by many but instead challenged . Thus , I promise you that you have to expect the unexpected .

No one starts a war - or rather ,

no one in his sense ought to do so - without first ,

being clear in his mind what he intends to achieve by that war

And how he intends to conduct it .