The past , present and future .

Time flies . It was a year ago when Yi Jie and Rence stand down on 18th April 2009 .

And now , its Joey's turn - 30th April 2010 . Im glad that Joey loves the gifts that we've prepared for her . They may not be great but its the thoughts that counts .

The ice-cream cake , the mini eupho , the stuffed toy , everything - were just a sign of appreciation and we would like to thank you for your utmost support . We may not be perfect and all the time but I hope you didnt leave us with regrets . We hope that night's performance would stay in your mind forever . We're looking forward to your continuous commitment in helping the band and section after you've graduate ! With that , I would like to appeal to the rest of you to give me your full cooperation and emerge as the best section under my guidance in time to come . Thats what all our seniors - Rence , Yi Jie and Joey are looking forward too . AND AND AND , thats the first and the last promised Ive made to Joey ! Dont disappoint me and all of them okay ! Lastly , sheer determination and perseverance is the key to do well in everything . Never give up okay ? Lets all work together towards that goal aites ? EUPHONIUM SECTION ROCKS !

Love you all ! <3

Im impressed and touched by the spirit of PHSB. Audiences made it a point to attend our band's concert to show their support in our music-making endeavours!
So glad to see us well integrated with our own fellow musicians, and even took effort to take care of one one another in times of need . We all have come a long way in antagonizing Mr Tang and torturing him every band practice but through those sessions, Im sure he actually enjoyed the time with us and a close bond is formed! Let us all thank Mr Tang for a job well done ! ;D We may not be able to stand where we are now . Not forgetting , the contributions made by Mr Daniel Beng , Ms Lee Shu Pei and Ms Wong Wei Nee for going thru the thick and thins with us in making this special night a huge success . Lastly , appreciate the attendance of our audiences , the efforts by our dearest Sec 4s seniors and ourselves for blasting our music and made the concert and enjoyable one . On this note , may we wish our graduating seniors all the best on their upcoming major exams ! FAREWELL AND BEST WISHES , seniors !
May PHSB strive for newer heights in the near future!

ONE DOWN , TWO TO GO !

- AESTHETICS NIGHT @ YONG SIEW TOH CONSERVATORY HALL
- SIBF @ THE REPUBLIC CULTURAL CENTRE , CONCERT HALL

LET US ALL WORK TOWARDS THESE TWO EVENTS AND BRING PRIDE TO PHSB

Friday , 30th April |

Its approximately 23 hours away from the graduation concert .

Moments of tears is approaching real soon . IM NOT PREPARED .

Im scared , nervous and worried . I SWEAR I WONT BE ABLE TO SLEEP TONIGHT .

Despite the fact that Im aware of the MT Papers tmrw , Im more tensed about the concert and not the paper , seriously .

You may think its unreasonable , but Im sure many of my fellow PHSB members agree with me . Especially the Sec 3s . ):

5 STATIC STATIONS YESTERDAY .

Not too bad . I completed everything and didnt fail anything .

2.4KM RUN TODAY .

Totally drain me out .

Thanks to Doreen , Jermaine , Rui Yun , Rui Wen , Isabel , Xue Qi , Nicole , Amanda , Wei Ru , who helped me out after that . I was dead beat and feel faint . Dread ):

Had dinner at McD after that . Trembled , shivered the whole walk thr . Scared myself . Haih .

I need hugs and kisses from dearest boyf ):

Jyeah , plan changed .

Didnt meet today .):

MUSCLES ACHING . SPINE HURTS BADLY .

I'M IN NO CONDITION TO DO HWK NOW .

Pei Hwa Symphonic Band Konzert de Amicitia 2010 !

Details are as follows:

Date/Day : 30th april 2010, Friday

Venue: School Hall (Air-conditioned)

Time: 7.30pm - 9pm

YOUR ATTENDANCE WOULD BE APPRECIATED.

PLEASE ATTEND, SUPPORT ME OR TH BAND OR WHAT.

i would be grateful if i see familiar faces coming up to me after th concert on th day :D

To whom it may concern ;

If you think Im depending on you and the rest , you are wrong .

Right from the start , Im not even supposed befriending you and the rest cos you left a bad impression on my parents one fine day . I was reprimanded because of you that fine evening , which was supposed to be a enjoyable family reunion . Its just because of you that it affected the rest . Yes , I was restricted . I didn't tell you cos I don't wish to hurt your feelings . I don't mind losing but I feel guilty when I hurt someone . Now that Ive had enough of those drama plays , I'll be glad to leave . If you think Im self-centred , selfish or anything I don't care . What you and your friends think about me is none of my concern .

I don't care if my deeds are not appreciated . All I want is break-free from you and the rest cos I believe that if parents is totally against something , there's bound to be unwanted circumstances . Thus , dont be surprised if I dont approach any of you anymore .

Im hurt .

I dont care if you didn't notice .

I dont care if you're angry with me cos I know Im wrong .

I dont hold grudge on you , but idk about you .

I thrash it all out with you , its not your fault .

I hope you understand .

If this make you change , I hope its for the better .

Dont bother talking to me cos I wont change my mind .

Get that trust back in you and lead your own life that you're used to .

Dont change for people , but your future .

The past will be the past , I will move on .

Im down .

Im dumbfounded .

Im speechless .
Im confused .

Im frustrated .

Im angry .

I cried twice today .

I know I had to .

But I just dont know how .

I know Im in .

But Im not sure what stops me .

I know I shouldnt be whr I am .

But its because I failed .

I know throwing tantrum isnt a good way .

But I was really flare up .

I know Im at the losing end .

But I dont need a back up .

[insertnamehere]

Ive hinted you many time but it seems that you took no notice of it .

Idk if you were pretending or you dont know for real .

Whatever it is , idc . I'll get this straight and clear it up with you .

I'll thrashed everything tonight with you . I hope you will RESPECT my decision .

[INSERTNAMEHERE]

I was being frank and you knew that . Whats the point of "transiting" when Im done with one ? So jyeah , Im avoiding and Im in a bad state right now . Furthermore , we are no longer supported by many but instead challenged . Thus , I promise you that you have to expect the unexpected .

No one starts a war - or rather ,

no one in his sense ought to do so - without first ,

being clear in his mind what he intends to achieve by that war

And how he intends to conduct it .

To [INSERTNAMEHERE]

Whats the fucking problem with you , mayns ? Why are you spreading rumors around and yet still dare to tell me , him and her three effing different stories to act that you're innocent . Well , you think you're smart ? Im afraid you're not . On thursday , I fucking tell you everything and I thought I've clarified your doubts . It has proven me wrong now . Why do you have to do this ? If any of us has offended you in any way , just damn bloody tell us straight in the face alright ? Your initially thought , I've clearly told you everything and I even have evidence that I showed you . What else do you want , bitch ?