Papers are all out already .
Did really well for some , but average for others .
I cried for the last two papers which I got today - Math Paper 2 and Science .
Both were really saddening .
Im totally demoralized but ife has to go on .
I have to make my choices for which course I wish to go in 2010 .
This decision-making process are really tough .
Tough cos it concerns my future and worried if I make the wrong decisions.

Ive discussed it with my parents .
They said that its up to me which courses I'd choose as long as I can do it .
I'll be sitting down in my room considering the factors and making my choices .
Ive got until Tues . But will get it done by the weekends .
Wish me luck , people !
I hope I'll get into my dream class and not regretting my choice .

Till here dhen ,
Toodles !

"500 DAYS OF SUMMER" is the most recommended to movie to catch right now, people ! I swear its really worth paying for the movie . Its humor + romance .

Catch the movie with boyf .
Met at Pasir Ris inter .
Head to WS .
Boyf went ahead with arcade-ing while I wait .
I squarely turned down to play with him .
Im sorry but seriously not interested .
Dhen hanged around till about 12-ish .
Walked to E!hub , with many stuffs in his sleeves .
Pulled my hair , teasing that Im shorter than him , etc .
But hey, Im an average for a 14 years old , aites ?
I dont need heels unnecessarily !
Since I didnt manage to pull his hair , I pinched him as much as I can .
REVENGE is a MUST !
Reached E!hub at 1315 .
Bought the tics for the 1340 show .
Walked around a little dhen into the theatre .
Sat and waited for the movie to start .
Boyf keep "ransacking" my phone ! Hmph .
Claiming that he's BORED .
On the actual fact , he's trying to find some stuffs .
Forget about it .
Blah blah blah .
Show starts .

Boy meets girl.
Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't.
This post modern love story is never what we expect it to be its thorny yet exhilarating, funny and sad, a twisted journey of highs and lows that doesn't quite go where we think it will.
When Tom, a hapless greeting card copywriter and hopeless romantic, is blindsided after his girlfriend Summer dumps him, he shifts back and forth through various periods of their 500 days "together" to try to figure out where things went wrong.
His reflections ultimately lead him to finally rediscover his true passions in life.

I find that the movie its more or less true to whats going on in life .
Everyone believes in relationship but no one knows how long will it last or does it even exist during that moment in time .
The guy and girl may have a relationship but not officially .
This movie explains why and how it can happen .
So jyeah , better go catch it people !

After , walked back to WS .
Same things happen when we were walking to E!hub .
Hmph ! So frustrating .
Plus , keeps bugging me to tell him some stuffs .
But well , he actually got the answer to the ques but purposely wants me to voice it out .
I didnt . No matter how hard he tried .
Had our meal at KFC .
Eat eat eat . Talk talk talk .
Train-ed down to Bugis .
Went separate ways .
Boyf went to meet his sis and all .
I waited for SCANDIE [!] , byKINA , SuperNICA and DielaACE at MRT station .

Met at 1740 .
Went to Bugis Street .
Had so much fun with the GIRLS .
byKINA looked for anklet .
SCANDIE [!] and I gonna buy a similar wallet real soon .
We were attracted to one ! Buying a WHITE one .
Its similar to Diela's . She screamed when she saw it cos' she bought hers at 13 bucks !
The ones we saw cost $6 for one and $10 for two ! Heehs (:
Walk and walk and walk .
Suddenly !
There's this white , smart , casual DRESS that catch the corner of my eye !
I went into the shop .
I was like OMGAYY !
It costs only 10 bucks , okeyh ! Im sure gonna buy it real soon and wear it for (inserteventhere) .
Those who knows , SSSHHHHHHH !
Im certainly gonna make another trip there in one week's time !
Ohhh myyy .. Now I know why they say it's so much nicer and worth it to shop at Bugis Street !
Well , it's because Ive never shop-ed there ! And I SWEAR !
Thats the whole entire story - IM BRAND-CONSCIOUS ! (The girls would definitely salute me when they sees this)
Walk walk walk .
The more we walk , the more stuffs we intend to buy .
There'll be a SECOND Girls' Day Out to BUGIS real soon !
(Not forgetting that byKINA and I want to rebond our hair during the hols , too!)

Aftermath, it was getting late .
We decided to head home .
Bus-ed 80 home .
Direct bus .
Everyone except me were nervous cos it was already dark and parents were text-ing and calling their phones . Oh me , oh my .
Nevertheless , we all managed to get home in time and no one gets scolding when they reach home .
Phhheeewww .

Thanks to everyone who managed to take the time off and spent them with me .
Its been quite some time since I hang-ed out .
Girls ;
I really had lotsa fun with you girls . I learnt new stuffs from you girls .
Thanks, aites ?
I'd love more day out with you girls .
Wee !

Boyf ;
Its been quite some time since we met and spend time together .
Today was awesome .
Minus all the mischieves that you were up to , I treasure every moment with you .
I'll be looking forward to more dates .
Especially when's the hols are approaching . (:
Love you always . <3

ROSES ARE RED ,
VIOLETS ARE BLUE ,
FUCK YOU WHORE !
(TAKEN FROM "500 DAYS OF SUMMER")

2E6-ers ;
Class of 2009, made up of 36 student and our beloved FT !
We climb and stand on the ladder of success together .
We always laugh with but not laugh at .
We joke together but no joke to .
We treasure every moment spent together in class and outside .
We never fail to approach one another to say "Hello" when we meet ;
And never forget to say "Goodbye" when we part .
We organize and co-ordinate very well, leaving no one behind .

Seeing how the class grew as one ,
Seeing how united the class is ,
Seeing the golden happiness the class has ;

It brings sorrow that we're separating after this year ,
It leaves a great impact of how a good, supporting class can be ,
Teaches me to appreciate friends around me .

I was new to the class earlier this year ,
But the class welcomed me with an open arm ,
Giving me the warmth and signal that Im being accepted into the 2E6 family ,
Ive found true friendship within the class .

I appreciate the care and concern given ,
I love the atmosphere in the class ,
I love the soothing and conducive learning environment in the class .
You don't have to ask for support and help ,
The class grew up in that way thus, its very systematic .

I WISH I DON'T HAVE TO LEAVE THIS FAMILY BUT AS THE SAYING GOES , "LIFE HAS TO GO ON, NO MATTER WHAT" .


I'll have to accept the fact as it concerns my future . I really hope that the bonding will never break and we'll still be as close as we are right now (: CHEERS, 2E6-ers .

2E6 IS THE CUTEST CLASS IN AMONGST THE WHOLE LEVEL ! WOOHOO ~

QUOTED FROM THE SEC 2S TEACHERS (Inside joke) HEEHS (:

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER BUT THE ANXIETY IS YET TO END.

Overall, I believed that Ive put in my best effort for each and every paper despite for the fact that I wasn't really sure on how to answer certain questions, in general.
Im aiming for 2 As and 6Bs. Nothing below B! Insya'allah. Really want to get into my dream class in 2010!

It seems that I'll just have to wait for the papers to be returned and see the digits written in red. Im praying hard for every paper. Omgayy! I can't wait, mayns. This time I wont rate the difficulty of each papers cos it'll be a long and wordy post. Plus, I dont want to shed tears while reflecting them. Though I think I didnt do quite well, I can't change the fact right now. Whats done is done. No point broading over it. Im grateful to have supporting family and friends right by my side. They lend me their ears when I need to talk, lend me a shoulder to cry on, lend me their hugs to make me warm when Im down. Thanks, dearests !

CURRENTLY WAITING FOR RESULTS TO BE OUT, REPORT BOOK FOR THE OVERALLS & STREAMING RESULT TELLING ME WHERE WILL I BE IN 2010 + WHERE WILL I GET TO IN FUTURE ! *Shivers*


Enough about the EOYs. Hmph. Lets talk about yesterday's Jalan Raya with a few of 2Es and 2NAs.
Was supposed to meet at 10 but Kina and I was late cos Kina had problem putting on her contacts on her left eye. Tsk tsk tsk. I helped but to no avail. It was alr 10-ish when I made the decision to tell Kina to forget about the other side first. Left the house. Cab-ed to CP. We didn't want to be any later and make others waits. So jyeah.
Apparently we both weren't the late-comers.
Alfi, Diela, Nica, 'Artiqah and Liyana had yet to reach. Since there's still time, Shannie accompanied Kina to the washroom and tried to help her with the contacts (: Heehs.
Bleahhs, still cant. Aft, asked Diela when she came. STILL CANT.
And so, we were like asking her to go on like a pirate. Contacts for one eye for the entire day.
PS. Im loving my eyes with the Warm Hazel coloured contacts. Gees!

We started Home-Visting at 11! Muahahaha!
In order ;
'Artiqah's
Tweenies [!]
Mine's
Diela's
Lastly, Muneera's.

We enjoyed it so much especially with the boys' craps and stupid jokes.
And jyeah ; FARUQ took my camera away for the first half of the jalan raya. Apparently, there's quite a number of his and gangs' pics - be it candid or posed.
I wont elaborate much cos I'd loved to let the pics speak.
Will get it up here and FB by this weekend!

At a point of time, [insertnamehere] had entirely drowned my happy mood till the end of the day. You called and told me [somethingwhichactuallybroughttearsoutofme]. Yes, I cried but I denied to you. After, you went on telling me [somethingthatidontwishtowriteithere]. I did asked you to explain and be frank with me but you made it like I was asking to consume DRUGS! It was good enough that I showed that I cared and was eager to help you but you didn't even like have that trust in me. And when I talked about TRUST, you said that its not about TRUST but just don't feel like telling me. Whats that supposed to mean? Just what the hell is wrong with you? You don't seem to feel good about telling me certain stuffs, especially things that made you down. But whenever Im not in a good mood (Or rather some proc), you always beg me to tell you. Or even some random ques that you asked which sometimes I can't tell you the answer, but I did after some time. This isn't right, [INSERTNAMEHERE]! Im so so so frustrated. Im not sure if I was at fault or you. I always try to pleased you in whatever way but you don't seem to understand, sometimes. Instead, you'll make me disappointed and I'd keep to myself so as to prevent further conflicts. You just like to relate unrelevant stuffs at some point of time and dhen say [sentencethatyouthinkwouldmakemedemoralized]. But hey, failure is a step closer to success.

Later that night, you text-ed me as usual and acted like as if nothing happened. Whoah, how perfect was that! "Terrific, huh?" Dont ever think that by changing the topic would make me forget everything. Im still not satisfied but I doubt you realized it. Im not going to make the first move cos I want you to know that you're at fault. I hope you can leave that hell shit out of you and realised what have you done wrong, which I always deny.

[YOU MAY NOT BE READING THIS BUT I HOPE THAT THIS MESSAGE YOU FLY INTO YOU MIND MIRACLUOSLY]

100 Truths {!} FROM FACEBOOK!
After you’ve filled this out, TAG 10 people and have them do the same.

1. Last beverage: Milo .

2. Last phone call: My dearest mum !

3. Last kiss: My Daddy !

4. Last song you listened to: I Promised You by Selena Gomez .

5. Last time you cried: Yesterday . I cried twice - Aft a call & When my eyes were hurting like hell.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope .

7. Been cheated on: Yes .

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No .

9. Lost someone special: Of course .

10. Been depressed: Yups .

11. Been high: Absolutely NO !

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Purple

13. White

14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Have you made new friends this year: Yeahh . Loads of them .

16. Fallen out of love: I guess ?

17. Laughed until you cried : Jyeah, it ever happened !

18. Met someone who changed you: Yups .

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yups - Scandie [!], byKINA, DiyanahSWEETIE, Rui Yun, Isabel, Wei Ru and more ! ILUVTHEMALL !

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Jyeah, I was told by a friend .

21. Kissed anyone on your top friends list: Is air kisses counted ?

TRUTH:

23. How many kids do you want to have: A pair of twin .

24. Do you have any pets: Yes, I do !

25. Do you want to change your name: No and never will . I believe in the name that you're given tells people your colors and personality.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Had a party at Downtown East chalet ! Treasure those moments . (:

27. What time did you wake up today: 6.30 a.m .

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping ? Heehs .

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: An iPod !

30. Last time you saw your father: Today, 3.30 p.m.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My high level of anxiety and panicky of every little thing !

32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing in particular ?

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope .

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: The proc .

36. Whats your real name: Nur Sabrina Binte Md Rapi .

37. Relationship Status: In a relationship .

38. Zodiac Sign: Aries .

39. Male or Female: Female .

40. Elementary School: CVPS.

41. Middle School: CSS to PHSS.

42. Hair color: Black.

43. Long or short: Long .

44. Height: 158 - 160 cm . I want to be at least 163 cm, can ?

45. Do you have a crush on someone: Wooshh ! Yeahh .

46. What do you like about yourself: Myself, whatever God has given me ! Im proud to be what I am cos Im unique !

47. Piercings: A peircing on each ear ! Thats enough !

48. Tattoos: Thats absolutely NO ! Its awful and digusting ! Plus, its against the Islamic law !

49. Right or Left: Right !

Question 50 is gone !!

FIRSTS :

51. First surgery: Never had one and I will never want to have it .

52. First piercing: When I was few months old, I tink ?

53. First tattoo: Never had I one and I dont intend to have one !

54. First best friend: Chan Rui Yun ! Met her in Primary 4 (:

55. First Sport: In-line skating .

56. First pet: Fishyy !

57. First vacation: Johore Bahru, M'sia !

58. First concert: Ive been to a few and performed a few . Cant recall which concert was the first one ! Opppsyy !

59. First crush: A _ _ _ .

60. First alcohol drink: Never had one ! Didnt even think about it !

RIGHT NOW:

61. Eating: Fried Rice .

62. Drinking: Nothing . I maty choke anytime . I'd better go get a drink right now !

63. I’m about to: Text mom but I think I'll just wait for her to come back and ask her a little favour . Heehs .

64. Listening to: Heal The World - Michael Jackson.

65. Waiting for: Mom to come back .

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OTHER SEX?

69. Lips or eyes: Eyes .

70. Hugs or kisses: Hugs .

71. Shorter or taller: Taller .

72. Older or Younger: Same age . Neither do I go for older ones nor younger .

73. Romantic or spontaneous: Both .

74. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.

75. Tattoos or piercings: None .

76. Sensitive or loud: None .

77. Hook-up or relationship: Both .

78. Trouble maker or hesitant: None .

HAVE YOU EVER :

79. Kissed a stranger: Isnt that retarded ?

80. Drank hard liquor: NO and NEVER will .

81. Lost glasses / contacts: Nope .

82. Cried in front of someone: Yes !

83. Broken someone’s heart: Maybe ?

84. Had your own heart broken: Ever on a few occasions .

85. Been arrested: Nope, Im a good girl !

86. Turned someone down: Tink so ?

87. Cried when someone died: Who doesn't !

88. Liked a friend that is a girl: Im not a lesbian .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself: Sometimes .

90. Miracles: Depends .

91. Love at first sight: Yes .

92. Heaven: Yes .

93. Santa Clause: No .

94. Kissing on the first date: NO !

95. Angels: Not really .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now: OF COURSE .

97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time: ABSOLUTELY NO !

98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever: Yes .

99. What’s the one thing you cannot live without: My parents & granny . Yes I know its more that one but jyeah .

100. Posting this as 100 Truths: Yes .

Tagg-ed ;
1. Kina
2. Isabel
3. Shidah
4. Wei Ru
5. Asiyah
6. Diyanah
7. Alyssa
8. Jeleen
9. Amira
10. S.Nadia

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
-St. Augustine

I was browsing thru the net and this caught my attention.I find that theres a true and deep meaning behind the words written by the writer.

Thank You, people! Love you lots.

Thanks to everyone who made yesterday's event a huge success!
The Open House received an overwhelmed response despite the fact that examinations are nearing and we ought to be studying.

Thanks to ;
Granny, Mummy and Daddy who sacrificed their time, effort and money in preparing everything.

Extending my warm gratitude to ;
Rui Yun, Rui Wen, XueQi, Amanda, Patricia, Isabel, byKINA:D, Nica, Zi Yi, Ryan, SCANDIE [!], Shawn Ng, Annabel, Kah Meng, Yan Xiang, Edmond, Edmund, Melvin Goh, Hong Zhao, Mdm Low&Family, SNAR[!]&Friends, Xin Yuan, Siti, Suhanna. (I hope I didnt missed out any names)

I wont elaborate it right here. More pics are up on FB, people!